Insilencio Deano.

I'm awesome.. just for once.

2009-12-15T08:01:00.003+08:00

Hey you guys, how's everything going? Good? Sorry for the late, super late or extra late update (because i'm awesome and you know it ;) ) I have been really busy since I came back from London. It's been a month here now and I am still enjoying life in Brunei, but I started to miss London though.. All those times I have spent there is been one of the good memories I will cherish for the rest of life and hopefully if I am given the chance to go there again, I will enjoy myself to the fullest.

Anyway, I have a coursework due this sunday (which I cannot submit due to functions I have to attend, and of course, that day, my cousin is getting married, so yeah.. it's gonna be one pretty hectic week for me. By next week, I will be a free bird and not doing anything is in my agenda. Yes, nothing. Zilch. I mean nothing. You know why? Because sadly, I am just that awesome (Barney Stinson's reference) DUMBASS (Red Foreman).

I can gladly declare the funniest TV show after friends would be That 70s Show. Yes my friends, That 70's show. Since I watched it two days ago, it has become my new addiction since. How I Met Your Mother is still on my TV series list but that cannot beat That 70's show at the moment, although I am thinking that The Big Bang Theory can be top notch as well. Anyway, other than that I don't have anymore updates for you guys, this is my only free time today and I will spend the rest of the day doing work and hopefully be able to finish before thursday, which is tomorrow.

Oh, some updates. I have opened a photo blog for everyone to see. It's just a site I put up for random photos I take with my new camera.

Deano's Photo Blog - click here!!

Enjoy guys!

Update brothers!!

2009-07-30T07:14:00.003+08:00

How ya'll been? Great? Sorry for the late, late and SUPER DUPER late update as I am starting to get busy with my dissertation. Alhamdulillah, I have just finished my data collection for my research :) and hopefully will be able to finish the rest of the chapters by the end of august Insyallah and Amin if I finish it by then.

Anyways, I am here just to discuss about one issue in Brunei I just have read from some blog (forgot what the name of the blog is), but I am more interested on what the topic is about. It is current issue now, which is kids that are below the age of 14 are being "forced" or "asked" to do business outside their schooling hours until late midnight. This is just really, really bad parenting here. I mean, look, you have kids that are under the age of 14 doing business until late at night, yet, you really don't think about the welfare of your own children? Think about it, I know we all say "kesian" here and there, but the overuse of these words have been seen as their "benefits" to get cash to these children but ends up either being given to their brother where they are watching over them while they are doing their business. Think about it, the government has already given the public schools for free, yet still you do this to your children, if you are outside of Brunei, I don't think education is free and to the extent I can understand why children are forced to do business, but NOT Brunei, and I mean it!!

This is just really, really bad. The article I read has a lot of different comments regarding this matter and it has become one hell of a hot topic. I would like to post the comments which I think make valuable sense here, just for the sake of saving time to scroll down just to find the ones that I like, so here goes:

#1 - Wyna: Something should be set up for those people who cannot find jobs or the relevant authorities should give them some direction as to how to solve this problem I think. I pity the children but if the parents were sincere in looking for rezeki halal they should not push their young children to do it but do it themselves. Instead if the children dont make any sale the parents will scold them or scold the other people. They use their children coz they know we will take pity on them. This is wrong and should not at all be encouraged. Wallah waklam

#2 - Zulasmin Noor: There’s nothing good or bad about this. Its how you perceive it. Don’t compare your lives with these people and do not give them solutions based on your everyday life. You will never know and understand what they go through.

You want to give them a better life? Support them yourself and if you can’t, gather community support and see how that … Read Moretakes off. Don’t wait for the government and do not pity them.."kesian" is a word we often use because its safe. We say that becoz we’re humans, what comes after that, thats where god will define whether its a good or bad deed. Don’t wait for the government either, they’re just too busy and they need assistance in things like these. So you still want to make a difference?

#3 - Zulasmin Noor: Wow! I didn’t know this would bring such a big uproar. First things first, i want to know, why people like to say kesian without even lending a hand. I guess its just easy to say it but in reality, thoughts of "will i be losing anything while helping out?" comes into mind. Secondly, Do you think you can change the plight of this 8yr old and his family?

In most cases, the answer to both questions will be no. Kesian is a word which is very often used, but do we really mean it? If we were to help this kid out, what will happen to the rest of the family? One thing coming to mind, "extortion"!! Imagine this, the little one goes out with the brothers, the little one gets lots of money because everyone "kesian" him. This makes him a victim of extortion, firstly from the brothers and then from the family, we actually make his life a little bit harder because of our pity towards him. Now he’s more in a delima when he first started. While, we are feeling good because we just helped an 8yr kid while the kid is probably worried now on how to keep his riches.

Anyhow, to sum it up, if we need to help out, lets make it big and official so its worth the time for everyone, especially the unfortunate. We don’t have to wait for the government to help these poor souls out, we as a community can do it if we can AGREE to anything. I’m sure theres a lot of good souls out there to help out :) Insyallah…….you may leave a legacy of your own while doing a good deed, which may count big time on your good deeds list.

Remeber, helping out these kids with handouts will only help them temporarily. So if you do really give some s*it about these kids, make sure you’re really prepared to help the whole family, otherwise please refrain from using the word kesian because not everyone has the same fortune as us and these people exist becuase they have to play a role in the world, as how Allah has instructed them to.

#4 - Ying Fei: I blogged this topic some time ago :) Still the same, huh? I’m actually concerned about the children’s safety – they are left to cross big roads unsupervised, and it’s gets really dark at night particularly in the Kiulap area.

Also, in response to someone here saying the family may need the money: then why are the parents lurking about only to pounce on people who ask their kids to leave? Surely it is easier for an adult to arrange something less dodgy such as asking for a shopkeeper’s permission or going in him/herself. The children should be in bed at 10pm on a schoolnight, not cavorting around town in their pyjamas. I think the parents are just embarrassed to be seen in public hawking things, and for that reason… I guess they don’t need the money badly enough, do they?

By the way, to those arguing that those with negative views on this situation should instead ask themselves if they would be willing to help – that would be a valid argument under different circumstances. The government has led the charity culture in Brunei for a long time and only recently people are organising their own drives – but then the funds raised are often still meant for these government-founded charities. Private charities like SMARTER and Animal Shelter are still fairly new ideas, and they will surely agree it was a tough fight for their cause. It’s not easy for a private group to legitimately offer help to those in need, just because they’ve identified a cause.

Bambang actually contradicts himself by saying that it is up to the authorities to decide who needs what, and then finding Zul’s views of "do it yourself" and "don’t wait for the government", and later " spot on. Get it together, man.

What’s really wrong is the environment for forming charities in Brunei. People should stop turning to the government for help and instead look to their neighbours – and the government should really start making it easier for this to happen.

All of those comments above are taken from Anak Brunei

I mean when you look at it, it should be a matter that should be resolved soon. I hope before I head back to Brunei probably in November, that all of these should be minimized soon enough. The authorities should take prior action!

Well, it's just my say here and it's for the sake for the children and for their future! Who knows, what good things that may lie ahead for them if they are educated properly.

Opened a new blog.

2009-04-25T21:54:00.001+08:00

This is just a quick information. I have opened a new blog called Deano's Music Regime. This blogsite is actually for me to share to everyone the talent that I can find anywhere on Brunei Students in the UK with their music, let it be plain singing, making a song or covering a song, I will post them here. So guys enjoy. If you want to add anything, do please leave a message on the shoutbox. That would be greatful!

Links provided on the right.

Short blog and I do mean just short.

2009-04-25T03:03:00.002+08:00

Okay, ever wonder when you are just plain you walking towards a destination you want to head to and then suddenly something stops you mentally (not physically) and think, "wait, what was that about?". Well, here's a story you would like to know though I was curious why was I the one being the culprit (I make sound like it is a bad thing but it's not, seriously, it's not).

This just happened like what, a few minutes ago, okay, to be exact, 35 minutes ago approximately. Well then, getting back to the story, I was thinking in my room while playing FIFA 09 on my ps3 (yes people, while playing a football game) I suddenly think of going to Starbucks. So then, after two matches I played, I switched off my PS3, head for the showers (because I was playing badminton a few hours before), wore my black cap (since I am too lazy to fix my hair + it's just closeby), wore a black polo shirt (just for that home-y look) and short pants and slippers and off I go to Starbucks. It was only closeby though, at the Paddington Station, anyway, when I reached Starbucks, I noticed that they did not accept cards temporarily due to the machines faults, so I had to go down where the cash machine is, queued up and took out £10 pounds. Soon after, I went back up and the first thing I notice is this two beautiful women sitting beside the glass as I entered the shop, one of them just waved at me. I don't know if it's real or not, but she was waving at me, with a beautiful smile. I mean of course, in my mind I was like "wow" but at the same time "Hm? who is she waving to? me?" and so I thought probably someone else at the back, but to honest with you, there was no one behind me so it was weird. Probably it is for me though, I don't understand why.. Oh well. Went in, bought a mocha frappucino and then, went out with my heading thinking, why did she wave at me?

Well then, that's the only thing I wanna share with you guys. I will update you soon again. Cheerios.

Considering post-mortem fascinations.

2009-04-19T20:16:00.007+08:00

Ok, ok, considering the fact that I made that title up was the pure addiction of watching "The Mentalist". It is a good TV show anyway, I got hooked up with it since I saw the show in Birmingham last time. Oh, I will post some pictures when I was there, plus the synopsis of the TV show which you lot may find it interesting for it to read. You know, for once, I am not interested nor intrigued to watch crime TV shows because probably I don't want to watch it, but since "The Mentalist" has these kinds of elements, plus, comedy on the side makes it all look more interesting. What's more interesting about this is, you don't get to see the main character straight away knows who kills the person in the middle of the show, with the glimpse of mind games around suspects and asking nonsense (but highly theoratical and acceptable though illegal ways) of carving out information might seem a bit out of hand, considering he (yup, folks, it's a he) uses it for his own benefit and a great source of information for the CBI (Califonia Bureau of Investigation). Sadly enough, I just don't like when I get hooked on to a show and then it is on hiatus for a while (I just found that out when I logged on to eztv website an hour ago) but anyway, since it will be back on the end of this month, expect to see more mystery solving cases with a bit of laughter and more "WTF is Red John".

Something interesting about this "Red John" really questions me a lot. A murderer, nonetheless, one of the greatest murders on that show, never reveals itself but it shows signs after a murder with a picture of a smiley like this:

A stained blood of the his/her prey and then draws this on the wall of the victim's place and then goes away. Next day, comes the CBI, finds this out, and the mentalist goes disappearing (or daydreaming) about his past (his child and wife was killed by this sociopath). Oh well, I shall give you a synopsis of the story now.

The Mentalist.

Simon Baker as Patrick Jane, an independent consultant with the California Bureau of Investigation (CBI), who has a remarkable track record for solving serious crimes by using his razor sharp skills of observation. Within the Bureau, Jane is notorious for his blatant lack of protocol and his semi-celebrity past as a psychic medium, whose paranormal abilities he now admits he feigned. Jane's role in cracking a series of tough high-profile cases is greatly valued by his fellow agents.

However, no-nonsense Senior Agent Teresa Lisbon openly resists having Jane in her unit and alternates between reluctantly acknowledging Jane's usefulness and blasting him for his theatrics, narcissism and dangerous lack of boundaries. Lisbon's team includes agents Kimball Cho, Wayne Rigsby and rookie member Grace Van Pelt, who all think Jane's a loose cannon but admire his charm and knack for clearing cases.

(Synopsis taken from aceshowbiz.com).

I currently urged all people who are into this kind of thing to watch the show. It is really, really good. Ok, moving on. What did I do during these Easter holidays right after I have done my coursework and stuff. Ok, for starters, I had made plans, going to Birmingham (check and done) and then Reading (Check but not done, still here). Well to tell you the truth, I am at the Reading Uni library with my friends though, they are studying and whilst I take the full advantage of the Internet here and use this time to blog and download stuff, while I do that I will blog and upload some pictures just to fill my blog for a while. Okay, I will upload pictures of when I was still in Birmingham. The destinations while I was in Birm was The City (Bullring), Aston Villa (Villa Park), Alton Towers (Ottoxeter) and Pershore Road.

Starting with the City:

That night, Pershore Road:

The next day, Alton Towers:

and then the rest of the days just relaxed, chilling with the BiBers and then home on Monday. Guys from BiBers, thank you for your kind reception for my stay in Birmingham last week, I did have fun and it was a good memory for me to keep in a while. I wish I could stay longer but then I can't, so sorry guys, will be coming there if I have the time yes? Mus thank you for introducing the show "The Mentalist" (I am hooked now), Kash, Nisa, Naili and Nawir, thank you for letting me stay at your house for the whole duration whilst I am in Birm, the rest of the guys from Pershore Road, Azrul, Mali, Abu (sorry boss, aku nda tau di mana tampat tinggal mu), Tony (Van Der Sar ba tu..), Mus, Hanif, Huda.. thank you all guys!.

Now, I will upload other pictures that I may deemed irrelevent to the blog but somehow or somewhat related to what I am doing for the past 2 weeks from now.

First up, these three pictures below is from when I was playing Paintball somewhere in London. It was a last minute thing though, since I was invited by my friends jusr to fill up the amount of people to equalise each sides. We were separated into gold and wasps team. Anyhow, the Wasps team won considering the number of people they have was very overpowering for the Gold, it was an unporportional team. Here are three pictures I just put in here just to show you.

The next two pictures is from the UMNO football tournament. We went there just to cheer for the Brunei Team and sadly enough, they got the 3rd spot. It was a disappointment considering the fact that they were the champions of last years UMNO tournament. Oh well, here's some pictures as well.

Hmm, I don't know what to put in here. Oh yeah, a while back, I was laughing at this one video I just knew yesterday. I know this video sounds a bit racial to some people, but if you take it as a joke then don't worry, it will not harm anyone. It is just a joke, SERIOUSLY.

Another video that I stumbled upon was on Facebook. Anyone remembers Kuch Kuch Hota Hai? Oh yes, If you guys have watched this movie in the year 2000, with your family, and then shed tears watching it and then you will remember this video (apparently for me, it was the most teardropping movie I have ever seen, from one scene to the next, makes your heart drop and then tears flow out of your eyes like the water pipes burst). Well here's the music video.

This music video is where the scene of where Anjali (after high school) met this guy and this is where they got engaged or married I think. I used to think that Indian marriage was like this, all dancing randomly throughout and expecting they know the dances as if it was already routine for them at weddings.

Oh yeah, now that reminds me of this video then, a movie called Mohabbatein. It was the same thing that happened to me when I watched Kuch Kuch Hota Hai. Tears going down from my eyes as well.

This is a sad song. I was thinking of that other song but oh well. Anyway, I am done with this blog session. I will find some more useful articles for me to write later on. Cheerios.

Reckless intent and other misery factoids.

2009-04-17T08:05:00.002+08:00

Okay, cheesy title but yeah, couldn't think of any more title other than that. Feels like everytime I triy to blog about something, whether to post a video, post a new entry or other things I might like to put in my blog seems to come up with a random title. It is like my brain has this random name generator that cooks up names and words in aboour 0.4 seconds the moment the new blogging page opens. Anyhow, that was just a random thought I had cooked up for the last minute or so.

Tonight, actually, it's 1.00am now and it's friday, I am still in my holiday mood. Sure, I did travel to relieve the stress I have been having during my masters course and now that all of my courseworks are done I can finally rest at ease. Though my dissertation is still due until September, I can just sit back, relax, do work more efficiently and taking my time with no pressure whatsoever. Anywho's, this blog is not about rambling on and on my life, but rather, this entry is just a jist of what I am feeling so far though, not meaning to be rude or anything, but it's just that I need this to get out of the way so that I can have a breathing space for other stuff to come into my head and manipulate the brain with it.

Anyway, sometimes I do feel this sort of air coming around my environment, this, sense of disgust when I am around a big crowd. Though I do not speak much about what I do feel but I felt that I need to say this on my blog since it is the only way I will release the feelings enraged inside. Yeah, getting back, the sense of disgust, the sense of like "what the hell are you doing here?", "your just a nuisance", "your annoying", "your just stupid around people", that sort of reception you know. I don't mean to be offensive but this is just what I have been feeling lately though I don't show it to my peers but yeah, lately it is been like that eversince I came back from Birmingham. I can't shake this feeling of me as being the pure guilt around people, as if, I am not needed nor like I should not be there for any joyous occasion. Though my peers tries to bring me out and stuff, I never reject them (unless of course if there is other reasons, I should state that the fact that it is just personal and I like that privacy to be respected on all factors). Then again, there are some bright sides when it comes to it but somehow, it always felt like a pole of positives and negatives, and so far, whenever I try to go to be positive, something might stop me from reaching that positive factor and starts pushing me towards negativity and I don't like that.

Here are some of the random thoughts that I like to say and not keep it in my head. Why can't people keep their privacy? Especially here, the moment I travel outside on my own, people has this stupid idea of you going out of London means that you are going to meet someone you like. I really do not like that perception. That is where sometimes in my head, I do get angry. I mean like come on, I just want to travel out of the place, that does not mean I am going to meet someone I like? I just feel like I wanna got out of London for a while. It is much better going out then staying over in London the whole time. I am so sorry guys if you read this (for those who does not go out of London) but seriously, I felt like it is time for me to go out and expose myself to know more outside, and by doing that, I can gain new things in life rather than being stuck in. I do believe that most of your reading this will surely say *nah, he's just bluffing, I know he'll say this just to cover up that he met a girl, you know, just to keep low* then FYI to you guys and sorry to disappoint you, I don't. Probably after reading this, you guys are going to hate me more than ever. That's fine, I'm cool with that no worries, I won't bother. Just enjoy your reckless notion of "man, he's very dull" kinda stuff but you won't understand.

Hm, there are other random thoughts that I like to point out but it seems my head is already beginning to shut down from it's active thinking point. The main thing is, as I progressed through life here, I have learnt new things. Feel no remorse your surroundings, being good means that you are the easy prey for the people who is going to hurt you real bad, people DO judge the book by its cover and it has happened alot, when you try to open up, something will shut you down, when you try to be good at something, something will prevent you from being good in a paticular stuff, when you try to enjoy fun, all I get is just pressure and nothing else. So here, Fun = Pressure, being good = your the stupid, nonsense, useless person, improving = de-moralisation of improvement.

Anyway, I will to continue on rambling other things in life as I progress through and hopefully I will remember what I wanted to write here.

The succulent, yet, undesirable entry.

2009-03-21T17:35:00.004+08:00

Hey guys, how have you been doing? I know, I know, I haven't been doing my blog in a long time, things has been getting really busy lately yes? For example of busyness? Let's see, tomorrow I will go to Nottingham to attend the BruNotts Easter Games for which I will compete in the Badminton Singles, as I am in Group D, lucky me, one of my friends is there, so it should be fun, but then again, I don't know the two opponents, as it looks like those are good badminton players as well, *sigh*. Anywho's, another event that I have managed to join in is the previous BruManch Talentime as I was performing my own song, "Untukmu" for fun though, and it was such a great day and I wish to do more performances in the near future. If you wanna see the video of me performing, it is on the previous post or if you like check it here: deantheblack's youtube that should get to start your engine going with my songs and cover songs. I am now trying to improvise my voice to get better and hopefully it will change how I sound, hopefully.

Oh yes, don't forget about my assignments. Yes, In actuality, I have around 5 assignments to finish, but due to my good reasons, I have finished 3 of them, for which it helped me a lot. Now I have 2 more to go and it is due on the 5th of Apr. I will do my 2 assignments next week and the week after, and then, I am heading off to Birmingham to enjoy with my friends there.

Anyway, why am I posting today. Let me tell you something. Have you ever wondered the kids now in Brunei are much more screwed up than last time? Don't you ever wonder? Like us when we were kids, we were never this much screwed in our teenage life. Having said that, I have a post written by friend, Syaza, shows how much disgust he has on his blog about those kids out there. So here is his post:

Sunday, 8 March 2009

Kids, I Hate You!

I just feel like posting these thoughts of mine that I long to share with you guys that, maybe, somehow, can open up your mind. And oh, maybe you're one of the things that I mention as you read all the way thru'? Well, I'm sorry. But I'm right, right?

I hate punks. You guys bring KB a bad name and give The Mall a bad sight. Fuck you and your XXS sized Sid and Nancy t-shirt and Sex Pistols anthems you're listening to. Fuck you and your Martins boots. And oh, do you even know what Anarchy means? Form 3 pun inda pass. Why am I hating this subculture when their season was long over? Exactly! Stupid people never last!

I hate emos. I have to agree. Emo posers are gay. They are such cry babies. Fuck you and your rambut yang panjang menutup mata setampik ah. Fuck you and your empty school bags that you're carrying while you're hanging out at The Mall. Fuck you for asking your dad to send you to The Mall and fetch you up. Fuck you for your eye shadows and piercings. Oh, the same goes to you Punks! Emo girls, cut your wrists FOR REAL THIS TIME 'coz that would be freakin' cool! You're hating what I'm saying here? THEN RUN TO YO' MAMA AND CRY! Oh, hey! Mana kamu dapat stukin bula warna pink yang kamu pakai di Mall ah. Lawa eey~!

I hate shufflers. Wait, I think I should say I like them! They get the entire floor of the Mall clean with their big belly bottom Kapoera trousers! The Management of the Mall looks like considering to lay off some of their cleaners if things continue to be like this. I have nothing else to say about you guys. I just simply hate you. I just find you guys so uncool.

I simply hate subcultures of these kinds. They never really know what they're all about. They become who they are 'coz they think its cool, its the new trend so why not be one as well? Guess what, pieces of shit like you (referring to these subcultures) never last, and the next thing you know, you find me blogging about you clowns, talking about how stupid you guys make yourselves are.

Yes, now you see it, and read it, it is very, very interesting. Indeed it shows that kids now are really F***ed up these days.

More articles for me to write? How about the thrashing of Man U against Liverpool? Gosh, I have wished this to happened and yes it has happened. Man U are such on a strong lead and therefore I thought, don't they ever lose one match, and thank god, for the on-form Liverpool who had beaten Real Madrid 4 - 0 repeated that results with Man U 4 - 1. So heads up to them as well.

Picture shows Stevie G celebrates the second goal against Man U, which broke the record of the next team to score a goal against Man U + the team who had penalties on Old Trafford. Good job Stevie!.

Can't help but post this, Van Persie's goal celebration against Blackburn. Arsenal thrashed Blackburn 4 - 0. 1st goal was an own goal by Ooijer, 2nd goal was Arshavin's debut goal, 3rd goal I think is by Van Persie and I don't remember the 4th goal. But anyway, ARSENALL!! WE LOVE YOU!! ARSENAL!!

Anyway, I will post anything interesting next time soon. Enjoy your day and wish me luck for the Easter games tomorrow!

Ah. another. video. to. be. posted.

2009-03-10T19:14:00.002+08:00

Hey guys, how have you been? Sorry I haven't updated my blog in a long,long,long time as I have been really really busy!! But anyway, I am here to post a video,which I have performed my first ever malay track, Untukmu, live on stage.. it's for this venue of BruManch Talentime 2009.

Here's the video:

Enjoy!!

Djoker - Cinta Sebenarnya (cover).

2009-02-06T09:13:00.001+08:00

Hey guys, sorry I am just posting my new video, a cover song I made from the band Djoker, the song called Cinta Sebenarnya, hope you guys enjoy this one.

A series of random postage makes it worth nothing.

2009-01-23T18:59:00.002+08:00

Oh well dear readers, I am updating my blog just share you something, here is the lyrics to a song it is called Lelaki by an Indonesian artist that goes by the name of Julian, something interesting about the lyrics that I liked about it, could be a lesson to guys who likes to fool around with the feelings of girls.

Julian - Lelaki.

Dengarlah dengarlah wahai para lelaki,
wanita bukan tuk kau sakiti,
dengarlah dengarlah wahai para lelaki,
wanita ada tuk kau lindungi,
jangan mengatas dasarkan cinta,
kau hancurkan dia dengan mimpi indahnya,
wanita masih mimpi,
dia masih punya hati,
wanita ada tuk kau lindungi.

Dengarlah dengarlah wahai para lelaki,
wanita bukan tuk kau sakiti,
dengarlah dengarlah wahai para lelaki,
wanita ada tuk kau lindungi,
janganlah kau sakiti dia,
wanita pantas untuk dilindungi,
berikan semua cinta tulus untuknya,
bahagiakan selamanya.

janganlah kau sakiti dia,
wanita pantas untuk dilindungi,
berikan semua cinta tulus untuknya,
bahagiakan selamanya.

If you found this lyrics seems to be interesting, I have provided of a download of the song right here:

Julian - Lelaki.

and you can also listen to it even before downloading it.

Here's another song I want to share with you. It is a catchy, cute song. I liked it very much, it has become my message tone, here we go, the name of this song is called Diam Diam by Freshmilk. Here is a link to the song:

Freshmilk - Diam Diam.

As always, you can give it a listen before downloading it.

Anyways, that the only thing I wanna share with you guys, so enjoy!!

Updates from a person who doesn't blog that much.

2009-01-04T18:57:00.003+08:00

Well, the title makes it very long to read and I may have to shorten this blog by 2 or 3 minutes. I have just woke up and may need to go out soon to play football (played yesterday as well, doesn't this madness stop? I like it though!). Anyway, what's up everyone? Hope my dear readers is doing just fine, sorry guys, I haven't updated much on my blog since I have been really busy and now it's the holidays, I have been busy playing games and such. Yeah, games, which is fairly interesting.

Anyhow, let's start off with my xbox being broken. Before I have moved into my new room, I was staying in the transit room AWN/B, I was paticularly bored and decided to play my xbox and then, something went wrong, and all I saw when I powered the Xbox was this three red lights.. So I checked online what was the problem.. and it seems to me that they called this problem the "Three Red Lights of Doom" and so foretold. Here's how it looks like:

There, to Xbox 360 users, I think you are familiar with this situation and be able to fix it, but under my circumstances, I can't so unfortunately, to replace this damaging situation I decided to buy and got this:

Yeap people, I got the ps3. Anyways the games I have so far (this is not including my friends game, sorry bro, karang teucap game ku, sukati2 ku karang ngambil game orang haha.. so far, my games are Little Big Planet, Mirror's Edge, Fifa 09, Metal Gear Solid 4 and PES 2009. Yeap, and this things happened after I moved into my new room! Well then, I have DVD's as well, but I am not gonna list that down.. Oh yeah, I need to end this blog for a while, I will continue this on a separate topic, oh, I almost forgot:

Selamat Hari Raya Haji

&

Merry Christmas

&

Happy New Year 2009!.

Signing out,
Deano.

Welcome back to reality.

2008-12-03T08:53:00.002+08:00

Hey everyone, how are you doing? Sorry for the lack of updates in my blog. I have been really, really, really, and I do really mean busy, I have lots of assignments to hand in on the 21st of december.. so I am really under pressure of coursework to finish. Anyway, I am here on thing, since I have been tagged by my friend, Enn and *hmm* ( I don't want to mention her name, she's so special to me.. LOL!!).

1. What’s the relationship of you and her/him?
my friend, close friend and something else? Haha.

2. Your 5 impressions towards her/him?
Hm, the person has always been the understanding one in life.

3. The most memorable things she/he have said to you.
Do not give up, you have to fight back!

4. The most memorable things she/he had done for you
Well, nothing that has been special, YET! ;)

5. If she/he becomes your lover, you will:
If it’s the she, then it depends, if it’s the he.. WTH!! Lol. That’s a guy. What re you thinking?

6. If she/he becomes your enemy, you will:
I won’t hate the person just because he/she did something really major to me.

7. If she/he becomes your love, she/he has to improve on
Ah, hm.. that I don’t have any comment on. Lol.

8. If she/he becomes your enemy, the reason is
the person did something bad to me that it hits my heart and breaks it into shattered pieces.

9. The most desirable thing to do on him/her is?
Try to be there for the person all the time, when it’s on high’s and low’s

10. The overall impression of him/her is
the person that understands who you are.

11. How do you think the people around you feel about you?
hm, I can say friendly?

12. The characteristic that you think you have, is?
ntah, I can say friendly as well>

13. On the contrary, the characteristic you hate of yourself is?
I am short!!

14. The most ideal person that you want to be is?
Fernando Torres!!

15. For the people who care about you and like you, say something about them?
I will cherish them for the rest of my life. Period!

16. 10 people you tag:

1. Saf

2. Emie

3. Dizah

4. farhana

5. razan

6. tee

7. yati

8. ryna

9. syaza

10. ka nana.

17. Who is No. 2 having a relationship with?
a person who is her’s for the taking duh!

18. No. 3 a male or female?
female

19. If No. 7 and No. 10 were together, would it be a good thing?
ah, they don’t know each other, plus, these are women!

20. How about No.5 and No. 8?
known each other.

21. What is No. 1 studying about?
I am not sure.

22. Is No. 4 single?
maybe so..

23. Say something about No. 6?
Ha, one of my chit chattery friends when I was in LCB.

Yeap i think that's it! Enjoy my fellow readers!

The Attack of the blog.

2008-10-14T09:05:00.000+08:00

Hello everyone! How are you doing? To all of my "loyal" readers of my insignificantly small blog, I am really sorry for not updating my blog since the day I left for the United Kingdom. But now, I am back in the UK, things are going to get really busy, and I mean, really, really busy guys. Lectures had started, you know one good thing about me going to a new university is that I get this humble-ness from random people across the globe, people from Korea, China, Iran, Iraq, Pakistan, Greece, all over the world, I am so glad to be in a real university. I hope to enjoy my stay in the university for the whole year before I gradually finish my masters. Well, I am doing my masters in Brunel University per se.

Anyway, here's the latest update for me. I just barely woke up, remembering that I slept early around 11.23pm -ish or so, and woke up probably around 8 am in the morning, wanted to plan to call my parents but when I checked the time, it is 3 in the afternoon in Brunei, so my mom has not yet come back from work, so I would just wait. Anyway, here's one thing to say:

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI

OR

HAPPY EID AL-MUBARAK.

Well, as you can see, the celebration is still going on so any random open houses here I will try to come since it is my last year here. Anyway, here are some pictures for the celebration of raya so far I had here:

Okay, for this picture, it was on the 1st day of raya which falls on Tuesday I believe, Brunei at that time falls on Thursday, kesian, hehe. Anyway, this picture was taken at the High Commission of Brunei @ Belgrave Square, London.

Okay, this next picture is on the 2nd or 3rd day I am not sure. We are celebrating at one of the officers of the UPP, I think it's Cigu Ismah's open house where this shot was taken at. Yeah, anyway, the food was great there, trust me. I kinda miss all the local food, but that day will have to do.

And this one was fairly recently, the Brunei Hall Open House celebration which happened just two days ago.

Well, I hope you readers can now be rest assured I can update maybe anytime, if i have the time too yeah?

Enjoy your day and Selamat~ Hari Raya!

The leaving of the hometown and to another.

2008-09-22T09:53:00.003+08:00

Hello guys, how are you feeling today? Sorry for no updating with anything new, only with the videos I put up on YouTube and then promoting it somewhere around the net, if I can recall. Anyway, today is the day, yes! Today is the day I leave my lovely home once again to pursue my studies to become another one of those great people they call "working adults" haha. I had a great time when I spent my time here in Brunei though, in some cases with the help of the chicken pox as in my previous post, Revenge of the Pox IV: The Diluted Tales. But now I am fine and I will just post what has been going on these past few days.

I think it was two days ago or so, I had a reunion with all of my classmate of my high school batch 2004. It was great to see the people I grown up so much once again. It was great one though. Having sungkai outing with them, then spending time with them at one of my friends house playing fireworks, that was a good one and of course, for the Form 5 arts, what would it be without the class jokers and full of laughter nearly everytime we talk about probably anything in paticular, the bullying part is still there, poor guy, sampai masa ani masih jua kana kenang kan saja.. kamu tau lah siapa ia tu..haha.. sampai buat dedication hari raya ani bah.. haha..

Anyway, here are some shots I took from my friends facebook pictures of the day, thank to Teeqs and Sap for uploading the pictures!

First up, in this group picture, it happened after sungkai, where they made a surprise cake for Imas for her 21st birthday, once again, Happy Belated Birthday Mas! Okay now, in every picture people has taken me in, there is never one picture that I took pictures properly in. I mean just look at what I am doing over there ^_^.

In this scenario, we are at the alley of the food section at Soon Lee which only to the next building of the restaurant we went to dine in to. And again, this group photo serves me interesting because we have never took a shot in a supermarket before, and a big one indeed. Look at the green paper my friend is holding, it is only BND10.50 and look at the bucket.. I just can't believe by having only BND10.50 you can have one full basket. Amazing. That's one finding that makes everything interesting. I wonder GBP10 would be a full basket? NOT!!.

Anyway guys, I will be updating this blog once I have arrived in London. Cheerios!

Nizam - Before I Leave (exclusive download).

2008-09-17T17:00:00.002+08:00

Alright guys, here's my first ever mp3 song that I made of. It's my first ever song, Before I Leave. To download, click here:

Nizam - Before I Leave (official).mp3

Artist : Nizam a.k.a deantheblack.
Song: : Before I Leave.
Recording studio : Freshly brewed home made record.

For more of my videos, click here: Nizam's Home Music.

Packing time, leaving in 5 days.

2008-09-17T14:54:00.004+08:00

Ah, what to do today? Whilst recuperating from chicken pox, I have decided that I will dedicate myself to start packing since I will be leaving to the UK on the 22nd. Bah, anyone mau ikut antar aku on that day, be my guest. I will be most delighted to see most of my friends before flying off back to same old London (or so as I hope it will be the same, as I will be figuring out that it will be the same). Oh, oh, I am anxiously waiting for that new malay restaurant that will be opening up near edgware road soon, it replaced the already current Mawar, where the seniors say it was a nice place to go if they are bored. Anyway, here are some pictures I have taken about the current percentage of packing for going back.

Here's the first picture. I just started packing actually. So by the estimation of the amount of packing that I have done, you can see it is actually by 5% only. Not much I have put in yet.

Here's the second picture. The contents of the first picture. It's only that much I have packed. Look at that? Anyway, I would be having a new luggage soon to replace the old one that I have on this picture now. The zipper is incredibly bad now that it may fall off anytime during the flight on the 22nd.

and here's the final picture and the final bag. Full of foodstuffs eh?

And so to say, I haven't done much yet, but I am still there to finish it before 22nd. Anyways, cheerios people!

Cover, cover and more cover songs.

2008-09-16T04:26:00.002+08:00

Well guys, there's nothing much to post here since I am going to introduce my latest video on YouTube here. I have made a cover song of the hit song by ST12 called P.U.S.P.A which I heard has been played numerous times on the radio nowadays. I always played this song on my laptop repeatedly until I decided to make a cover song out of it, so here it goes.

ST12 - P.U.S.P.A (cover) by deantheblack.

Oh well, I think that's it from me. See ya! =).

The Revenge Of the Pox IV : The Diluted Tales.

2008-09-13T11:39:00.003+08:00

The Introduction.

Aha, why do make the title seem like a new movie coming out for the winter? Well this is because all due to my sickness that is the "Pox" a.k.a the most infamous common diseases that people tend to say you get it only once in your lifetime, the chicken pox. Yes people, I have contracted the chicken pox and I am on a road to a speedy recovery on which I hope everything is going to fine okey dokey once my quarantine is finishing by the expected date printed on the paper as indicated by the doctor.

The main cast.

Well, abruptly, the one who's currently got this chicken pox is of course, me and my sister. Talk about the double dose of stringing virus attacks all at once eh? Wish that this virus was not as infectious as touching the infected people's skin. *sigh*.

The main storyline.

Okay, here's what have happened and how I and my sister got the chicken pox. It all started one day in the Kingdom of....(stop, stop, not fairy tale stories!!) =). Okay, the real story is that I got this chicken pox from my smallest brother who got the chicken pox from my brother who was the carrier of the chicken pox. Got it?. Okay, it was discovered on Sunday when I woke up, I have this so called "bintik" on my body, and I was wondering what is it, probably it was just the side effects of my fever I got the day before. But I was skeptical because it was this Monday I got it, and I was sure that it was chicken pox, it made sure that my flight had to be cancelled which was today and try to move it to some other dates, which accidentally falls on the 22nd. So anyone flys on the 22nd shout out at the chatbox yeah? I might have at least some company. So then, I asked my mom what was it, and it is confirmed. It was chicken pox, and my smaller brother told my dad and he was shocked I got the pox. Oh my! What a terrible time to have a pox especially the flight is coming really, really soon. So we went to the hospital on Monday.

Monday came and we both went to the hospital, checked in with doctor in room 3, met syaza while I was there, za, tani dua ani nda baik nasib masa puasa kah? sakit ta jua? hahaha.. anyway, I had the worst sickness yet, but thank god, I only have a light chicken pox. So the doctor just gave me some calamine lotion and paracetamol to deal with starting from that monday until the 19th, which is next thursday. Boo!!. So that means I can't go out and do anything. :S. Anyway, I have to endure this.

The first/second day.

Not a good start. The "bintik" came out and my body is feeling weak and i feel really hot. I mean fever, fever, fever. I never felt that weak before. *sigh*

The rest of the days until today.

Starting to recover on day three. During that day, I was talking with my dad about drinking Adem Sari thinking it was the best way to throw away the "panas dalam" in the body so I took it and had to cancel the event taking place on that day it self which is the doa selamat. Had to break my fast that day to drink the medicine, which by the way, tasted like drinking sparkling orange juice ;). It made me to sleep for two hours and when I woke up, I felt great. I mean literally. So from day four onwards, I just felt really okay. I am happy. I was hoping to have a speedy recovery now. All the "bintiks" are starting to dry up now. Yeah!

Ending.

Yeah, literally that's it. There's not ending yet.

Making a Book, old school style.

2008-09-06T20:40:00.002+08:00

Hm, here's a random post. Why a book you say? Probably because I was really bored at home that I decided to jut typed in Reading.com and voila! A page has come up. And what have I found interesting? How they make a book. I mean not the new generation books I mean the old ones, how they print it and stuff. It's good, should check it out. Though the video is really classic if you know what I mean.

Printing a Book, Old School from Armin Vit on Vimeo.

Anyway, that's it from me. I am just sharing some good knowledge about how they make books. Hope you find it interesting!.

The Move On.

2008-09-05T21:48:00.002+08:00

Hey ya guys, here's the latest song from me entitled "The Move On". Funny though, because this song at first does not have any title to it, but once i was editing the video, i decided to name this song "Move On". But in the middle of the video editing process, one of the title templates read "The Movie, Directors Cut", so I just changed up "Movie" to "Move on by Nizam" and "Directors Cut" to "Music By Nizam". I did not change the "The", so I decided to name it "The Move On". Anyway here's the video.

OMG! I can't believe it, I am just a week away, I mean literally going back to London, man, How I miss the life there, but I am just home in a short amount of time, oh well, at least it will be last year in London, so hopefully, I will cherish whatever I can this year.

Signing out, Nizam.

The World Without by me!

2008-08-27T21:17:00.001+08:00

Okay guys, heads up! It's my new song, my second song, entitled The World Without. Music and lyrics done by me as usual! :). Anyway, here's the video and enjoy!.

That is all! :)

[REQUEST] Before I Leave(exclusive lyrics) and an update.

2008-08-23T16:17:00.002+08:00

Hello everyone! How are you doing? Hope everything is all going good. Anyway, this request is for my friend who wanted to post the lyrics to my song, Before I Leave. So here to present is the lyrics to my song.

Nizam - Before I Leave.

[Verse 1]

I find it hard to believe
What you've done to me
Why don't you understand
that is not what I have planned.

[Chorus]

Please give me a chance
To have this one last dance
You mean everything to me
Before I leave.. forever..

[Verse 2]

What's left of me is just your memories,
and now that your gone,
I'd give anything just to hear your voice,
for one last time..

[Pre-chorus]

Ooh..

Yeah..

and this is what I have planned.

Repeat [Verse 2]

[Chorus]

[Outro]

Please give me a chance
To have this last romance
I want you to be with me
Before I leave.. for eternity..

Notice that the lyrics are different from the song I have sung. Sorry about the mistakes though. For anyone who wanted the lyrics here you are. And for those of you who haven't watched the video, you can easily watch the video on the previous post or heading on to my channel on youtube.

My first original song!

2008-08-14T21:49:00.002+08:00

Yes people! Finally I have made an original song of my own, though, when you listen to it, the sounds seems familiar to a song I recognize, my sisters thinks the same as well. Anyway, here is my song, Before I Leave.

Nizam - Before I Leave.

Hm, anyway, I'll add a bit of update for myself. What I have been doing these days? Well, if you ask me, playing badminton on a regular basis, though it helps me just to have sweat which is good for my health and my secret weight loss goals. Well, other than that I have been going to Gadong for the past week, doing some stuff and then hanging out with friends while I still can. Anyhow, I think that's it, I haven't updated much since I am just too busy with my life in Brunei, trying to enjoy it while I can.

Signing out.

Cousin's Nikah Ceremony and new song up.

2008-08-09T00:27:00.015+08:00

Well, to start off, today was a very busy day. My cousin just got engaged today. It was hectic, but whole loads of fun and mind you, it is very, very hot. I mean seriously, I just don't like it when you start to sweat, your armpits are the main criteria, that's just where all the main "smell" oozes out of you. Anyway, just met most of my cousins today, it was refreshing to see all of them in a nice ceremony. Anyway, I saw Dawi today, she was at the Groom's side so it was nice to see someone that I knew, thought that her sisters were coming along as well. Anyway, here are some of the pictures of today, mind you, I took a lot of pictures and I have to tone it down to 5 or 6 pictures for my blog only.

Auntie's at the reception

Welcoming the guests.

Kids around the block.

The guys and uncle's on the other side of the reception.

Guests and cousin's in the living room.

Cute isn't she?

Waiting for the groom.

The photographers at work.

The groom reciting the nikah.

The bride awaits..

The groom and bride together.

After the ceremony, munching time!.

Dani! Ngapa tutup mata? :)

OK, while I was doing this blog, I was able to sing a new song whilst waiting for the pictures to be uploaded. Here's my latest video.

Peterpan - Mimpi Yang Sempurna (cover).

Aankhen Khuli, the blog title.

2008-08-06T22:00:00.002+08:00

Haha, sorry guys, I just had to post this questionnaire up. It looks fun and it came out with a very, very interesting results. Thanks to Diz on your blog for the questions, I have attempted it and it sounds very funny. So guys, give it a go if you like. It's fun.

INSTRUCTIONS:

1. Put your iTunes,Windows Media Player, etc. On shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. You MUST write down the name of the song to the question no matter how silly it sounds.

Here is what I get:

IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
- Yakinkan DiHatimu.

HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
- Hate That I Love You.

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
- Valerie?

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
- Jangan Pernah Berubah?

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE PURPOSE?
- Everywhere (interesting..)

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
- Sandaran Hati.

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
- Passion. (Well?)

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
- Key To My Heart.

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK ABOUT YOU?
- Januari?

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BESTIE?
- Bisik Hati ?

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
- I.L.U (?)

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
- Owari to Mirai

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
- Ooh Ahh (OMG! That sounds sooo wrroonnggg!!!)

WHAT SONG WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR WEDDING?
- Over My Head (Cable Car).

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
- Hypnotic.

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
- Fire In The Sky.

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
- Brand New Map.

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
- Baby Love.

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
- Missing.

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
- Aankhein Khuli.

Woo.. an update of busy-ness.

2008-08-05T23:32:00.003+08:00

Hello everyone, sorry for the late, late update on my blog. I was really busy since I came back from UK. Hm, to make a long story short, to fulfill all of my crazy stuff, ambitions and cravings while I am still here.

Okay then, where shall I start? Oh yes, In a matter of days now, I am gonna attend my cousin's "Nikah" ceremony this friday. Yup, this should be really good. I was really planning to get the Nikon D40 instead of the Nintendo Wii while I am in Singapore, *sigh*. Ah, about that, I have been in Singapore during the last few weeks. It was good. Think about this, try to compare London and Singapore. What can you see the difference? For all of you Londoners out there who ever is reading this, you might understand why. In any case, I met Iffah there and a unexpected surprise, Bob. Cool. So on the first day arrived in Singapore, I just went out with my mom and grandma around Orchard Road. Nothing really special. The next day, I went to Sim Lim Square to get the Nintendo Wii, while my mom was searching for her Laptop and unexpectedly brought herself a new mobile phone. How wonderful is that? Even I did not expect my mom to buy that whole lot in a single day. Anyway, the best thing is she bought the most expensive thing I have ever seen she bought, a ring. No, not your usual cheap ring, this is a ring which can cost you around BND3,000. Crazy isn't it? I have never thought shopping could be that extensive. The next day went to Geylang Serai with my mom and grandma there. When we reached the hotel, I set out alone while my mom went to Takashimaya. There, I met Iffah and both of us went to Wisna Atria to check on Borders. Then, went to Takashimaya to get food. Not long before that we went back because it is already late.

So the next day, came back to Brunei and the rest of the days ahead were just plain. Nothing special. I went to the LufBru Summer Games at UBD and it was freaking hot. I'll tell you, outside the sun, it was already freakishly hot and inside I was like already fried egg. It was really hot and you can tell that I was sweating like crazy. Watched football on saturday and netball on sunday. It was a good one at least. I have met everyone I saw in UK there so it was quite fun to see them all back there. Anyway, I will try to post up some pictures if I have the time for my cousin's ceremony.

Cheerios.

Jester and it's random blogging session.

2008-07-23T23:06:00.002+08:00

Sorry guys I didn't update the blog, didn't have the time too. Oh well, here's some update on what has been going on since I have been home.

The next day after I arrived, still caught a cold after landing in Brunei, I practically have the high anxiety to drive my car, so I did. I went to Seria to check out what has been going on. Things still looks the same except for some minor changes. Will be posting them up if I have time too. In any case, they have an Arcade in seria and new posts for paying parking tickets are now opened. Other then that, I actually tried to fulfill my lustrous cravings of food I missed when I was in London. Kanyang jua! Yes!. Been to the mall as well, still looks the same, but more stalls at the side of the walkway so yeah. Nothing much interesting. Did not get to go to Giant though, I might go there probably next week.

Yesterday, I picked up my sister from school and went to DST first to activate my number. Then, went to Ayamku to eat (balik2 sabut di UK, nah! layan saja tia parut ah!). After that, I bought a new DVD, A japanese DVD, it is nice though. Can't remember the name but it's a nice movie (nangis ku meliat ceritanya, sedih banar!). If you don't believe it, go watch the movie. It's nice. Then today, went to Ideal in OGDC to eat again and then the night, my friend came over and basically that's it. Anyway, I'll end this blog with this question and answer I found.

1. What are your initials?
Uh, do you count "Bubbles" and "Fishball" as initials too?

2. What is your favorite thing to wear?
As long as there is pants, clothes, and everything necessary and comfortable to use.

3. Last thing you ate?
Rice and Fish cooked in Soy Sauce.

4. Favorite recording artist?
Hm, I don't know. I change a lot.

5. I say "shotgun," you say?
"Are you trying to kill me?"

6. Last person you hugged?
No one if I can recall.

7. Does anyone you know want to date you?
Well, if there is anyone there, then, make a noise.

8. The last place you went out to dinner?
Nowhere. Just home.

9. Who is your best friend?
I don't believe in best friends. Sorry. :)

10. Why are you still up?
Hey, it's 11.17pm, still early for me.

11. Who/what made you angry today?
Well, apparently, the last few days, I have been, but today, No.

12. Favorite type of food?
My mom's favourite "Mix everything" chicken!

13. Favorite holidays?
The ones where I can relax anywhere is typically a holiday for me.

14. Do you care if your socks are dirty?
Well yeah, I throw them in the basket.

15. Has anyone ever sang or played music for you personally?
Personally, no. Not that I know of.

16. Do you love anyone?
Truthfully, Yes but at the same time, No. So like it's in the middle.

17. Have you ever bungee jumped?
No but I like to try. *gulp*

18. Have you ever gone white-water rafting?
Uh, that would be nice but no.

19. Has anyone ten years older than you ever hit on you?
Haha, no apparently. I am not that good looking.

20. Have you met a real redneck?
Probably.

21. Hows the weather right now?
Not good as I can predict.

22. What are you listening to right now?
Utada Hikaru - Automatic.

23. What is your current favorite song?
I don't know. For my favourite, it's still Avenged Sevenfold - Afterlife.

24. What was the last movie you watched?
A japanese movie. I think it's called Sono Toki Wa Anata Wo Yoroshiku.

25. Do you wear contacts?
Nope. I have good, natural looking lens thank you.

26. Where was the last place you went besides your house?
Ogdc and Ideal.

27. What are you afraid of?
Heights and balloons believe it or not.

28. How many piercings do you have?
None.

29. How many pets do you have?
Don't know about that yet.

30. What is one thing you've learned this winter?
It's so damn cold!!

31. What do you usually order from Starbucks?
Aha, it's always the frappucino. Java Chip baby!!

32. Have you ever fired a gun?
Nope.

33. Favorite TV show?
Nothing at the moment. Probably Chuck.

34. Who would you like to see right now?
A beautiful girl sitting next to me and putting her head on my shoulders sleeping. *dreaming*

35. Favorite movie?
Looks like Wanted is on my favourite list right now.

36. Favorite flower?
Sunflower or Rafflesia? haha.

37. Butter, plain, or salted popcorn?
Anything will do as long as it is called popcorn that is fine.

38. What magazines are you reading?
Uh, Kerrang! and FHM?

39. Has anyone you were close to passed away recently?
No.

40. What's something that really bugs you?
Hm, there are some things, but it's just a small thing.

41. Do you like Michael Jackson?
I just like his versatility in his dancing techniques.

42. What's your favorite smell?
Lavender!

43. Favorite baseball team?
Uh, I like Arsenal, but they are a soccer (football) team.

44 Favorite cereal?
Frosties or Sugar Puffs.

45. What's the longest time you've gone without sleep?
A day.

46. Do you believe in love at first sight?
Yeah, why not?

47. Where is the weirdest place you have slept?
Hm, not too sure about that.

48. Who was your last phone call?
DST Care?

49. Who was your last text message?
Amen.

50. Closest green object to you?
None, all of them are too far away.

Home Sweet Home!

2008-07-20T07:45:00.000+08:00

Home sweet home! Yes people! I am back home finally. Been missing home too much, I have so much plans to do today, especially when it comes to eating, yeah, probably heading down to Seria today to catch some martabak or mee mamak, which is great because I can now eat whatever I want, KFC and McD's, bring it on!.

Anyway, I arrived in Brunei around 10.28 ish here and then, good a ride from one of the shell transport to send us from the airport to my home in Lumut. Once I reached home, most of the things has changed so fast. I mean literally, when I'm in the UK, everything seems so slow and then when you come back home, it's so obvious that everything here is quite fast. I have yet to venture CA Mohammad (makan lah tu!), Giant (I just want to know what the fuss is about) and some other shops I want to visit as well. Miss my friends here as well (you guys know who you are) and as for the people who I met in the UK and became friends with, let's hang out soon yeah? Batah sudah nda hangout sama kamu =).

Anyway, reached home, the garage was covered with brown tiles. It was surprising because I have never seen my garage been decorated so much. Went in, and the walls was painted yellow. I'm like "Uh, why is the wall yellow?". Then, went into the Kitchen, everything's change, the colour of course, black marble and everything surrounds it turns blue. It was a nice change though. Then, comes the living room, man, that was one dramatic change, I can't explain it but it was just nice to see. I'll post up the pictures soon. I'll tell you now, it's the first time I see the living room transformed so much!. Then, checked my room, all of my dad's office work was in my room, so I had to move it out. Once everything is clear, unpacked my bags, texted my friend to come, since he was really iski to come =). Anyway, I think that's about it, the rest I should say, Pengsan!! =).

Pictures and random stories up ahead.

2008-07-13T02:59:00.006+08:00

OK guys, this is going to be a long update, and I don't mean very long though, it's just that I'm going to cram this post with lots of pictures though, well not a lot I guess. So here I go. Today, I woke up around 6am in the morning, thinking the driver will be there but obviously he did not show up as he did not received my message and calls yesterday. Screw him!. Anyway, went to the airport today using Heathrow Connect, only to realise that my parents had already finished everything. I was like "Eh? How come? I thought you guys should be finishing right around 8-ish?". I was surprised but yeah.

My friend stayed over the room the other night. Which was cool by the way. Hm, yesterday, my room was filled with people and I mean people. First it was just my friend from Cardiff, then came Mike, so the three of us just started to talk. Then, I went to the toilet, after I came out, Kel was there. I was thinking, god, my room is a place where random people just gather in one place :). Anyways, we had a small talk, and then K went off with his Dominos Pizza (thanks Kel!!). So we just played Pro Evo then, beaten Mike and my friend, then Kel came back into the room, played Pro Evo, of course, naturally I was no match for him so he definitely won (I must work more harder to achieve that kind of strength). After that is done it's just the two of them playing until 2am in the morning. I was already KO'd and went to sleep, and then shortly after, they went to sleep as well.

Now, after picking my parents, we went to the designated apartment somewhere in Kensington. It was a nice place though and a nice apartment as well. Shame I didn't take a picture of the apartment. Looks like I will be using the 27 bus all week until I go back home. Anyway, after we met with the owner of the apartment, he explained to us what to do in the apartment, the what so about and so forth, and then, he started to talk about his daughther believe it or not. The moment my dad said about my graduation, he jokingly said "Oh yes, since both of you of the same age to graduate, I'll give you "HER" e-mail and you can chat with her". Eek, I was thinking, is he for real?. Anyways we went shopping to Tesco and Waitrose to buy some stuff for the apartment. Went back with the groceries, my mum decided to cook Soto Mie instead. Then, my dad asked me to go back to BH to pick up the rice cooker and the stuff they need I'll buy from here. Went back to the apartment and everyone were dead asleep except for my sister, she was doing her assignments. Anyways, I was already falling asleep whilst watching Ben 10 on Cartoon Network (I don't know why but that cartoon seems fun!). So I decided that I went back home and have a rest. Reached BH, feeling hungry, went out to buy food. Went out of my room, saw K by the stairs, then, went out to the lobby saw Eza, they have just finished football I think (I was suppose to go but I'm really dead tired already at that time). Went to get food, came back and start to think about packing, but I decided to do some blogging first. Well guys, here's some picks I just put up for the fun of it.

Ha, I just took this picture a few days ago. Well who is a fan of her, shout out at the chatbox!.

Hm, this was taken when I was waiting out of Esprit. Man, two days straight, that was not fun at all, seriously :).

Well, this how my room's currently looking at, really messy, I need to pack soon! *sigh*.

Just took this today right after we settled down on the apartment. My brothers eating.

Anyway, here's to end the blog.

Going back to Brunei -6 days and counting.

Can't wait!!.

It would be alright.

2008-07-11T06:14:00.004+08:00

Okay, why did I make up these nonsense titles which does not even linked with the blog? Well, to tell you the truth, I am listening to this band right now:

Yup, they are called Three Days Grace if you might wonder or if you don't know this band. Well, maybe if you are in line with the music from Disturbed, Story of the Year or Trapt, then this is the band for you. The name of the song that I am listening to is Never Too Late. Somehow, I have the motivation on doing a new video, probably singing this song or Peterpan - Di Balik Awan. Oh! I should make a poll after this, then you guys decide which one I should sing. How's that for a change my dear readers? Oh well, back to business.

What I have done so far is just busy, busy. Yeah, yesterday, my cousin actually moved out from their apartment last minute, for some reasons though (don't wanna state it). Anyway, all their stuff are put in BH, well, let's say, it was 10.30 all the stuff were starting to stack up, and waiting for them until 12.30am was a good idea really, at least the place is lively for some reason yesterday, I was at the reception talking to Abg Din, then came Mike, and then came AF then came ashrin, oh and sudden appearances of Kel as well (sorry bro, had to put it in there). So the five of us just talked at the lobby whilst I was waiting for their stuff to arrive. Once their stuff and they have arrived in BH, all of us who were at the lobby helped packed the stuff at the storage room and some brought down to the warden's place where they were staying. As some of the stuff went to my room for now. That was yesterday.

Anyway, today, it's just the same. Except that they are moving out and are living in an hotel for a while. Well, the same thing happens like what last night was. Just carrying bags in and out, up and down of the stairs. Nice! I have a good exercise, since I have not been working out (kept myself from them, trying to lose my belly here.. :) ). After that commotion ended it's just me back to my room and for 5 hours, I finished watching Kenichi. Somehow, it just gave me the motivation of not giving up in whatever you are doing right now and work hard and it will pay off real good.

Well, here's a video that made me motivate to sing the song:

One random tip: "To lose weight, eating heavy during lunch and eating light during dinner helps to lose weight".

Although this does have nothing to do with the blog itself, it's just some random thoughts I want to put it in here.

Oh yeah, to the people who reminded me to bring back whatever you wanted, better you guys put a shoutout in the chatbox so that I can be reminded yeah?.

Yeah, it's another short blog, so I'll end this again like so.

Parents coming down to London - 1 day left.
Going back to Brunei - 8 days and counting.

Can't wait!!.

Counting down the days.

2008-07-09T05:10:00.004+08:00

Finally! I get to out of my room for once. At least I have something to do now If I want to buy something for myself I have the money too. Weehaw! I'm not really broke anymore. Though, I have to spend my unsurmountable amount of trying to buy things which are not of necessary use to me.

Okay, here's what I did today. Basically, when I woke up, going online like normal, then checked my HSBC account, money came in! Yes! I was thinking OK, now I have to go somewhere. So decided to go to Adidas to get my Marseille jersey printed with name and number. When I went there, I was disappointed, as the person I asked at the counter asked the receipt of the jersey. How stupid of me, I threw it when I was cleaning up the room last time *sigh*. Oh well, that's just life. After that, I decided to try the salon that you guys have been too in Chinatown (you guys know who you are, minta dangani ke sana saja). So, I have a new haircut again!. Didn't expect it to be this way. You guys would see my hair next time when I am in Brunei already yeah?. So yeah, after that decided to go back to BH. Along the way, when I was in the bus, met with Thirah, she was doing some last minute shopping as she's going back to Brunei tomorrow. After that, she went to Edgware, I proceeded to BH likewise. Then, I went to check on the apartment Tesco, after that, I just went to Chicken Spot, went back, and started eating. After I finished my food, I was thinking I should buy Fanta again, so I went down to Sainsbury to buy them.

Shortly after, I was just stuck in my room watching History's Strongest Disciple : Kenichi. In case you did not know, it's an anime. It's a nice anime indeed.

The normal way to end this.

Parents coming down to London - 3 days.
Going back to Brunei - 10 days and counting.

Can't wait!!.

The circle of life goes on.

2008-07-07T17:21:00.004+08:00

Hm, In case you were wondering my dear readers why I have not updated my blog, because I was too lazy too. Well, it's kind of the same monotonic things going on in my life except for some changes recently.

Well, first of all, I have been going up and down to D's room just to get games from him, GTA IV and my Pro Evo. Well, at least I have something going on here anyway. Still, BH is empty. Only filled with people filling up the transit rooms. Hm, what joy, I will be back in Brunei next week! Watch out people who are expecting me to go back home soon. Anyway, in these past few days, well, these two days, I have been playing GTA IV, it was heck of a fun, if you know what I mean, stealing cars, blowing up cars, hit and run pedestrians, try to find fights on the streets, you know, the typical American lifestyle living, except for that stealing, blowing cars, finding fights, which can only happen in the game. I noticed that this game has a heck load of swearing, I mean literally. When you go have a drive somewhere in the game, you will pedestrians on the side road saying "Oh Shit!", "Don't try to f*** with me buddy", "Ey, what are you f****er, blind or something?", yeah, that sort of nature. Maybe it's not open to kids for this game, but for those people who likes these sort of games, give it a go. I personally like to mess around with the game. What is so good about this game that I like? The cheats!. The cheats are the best thing to mess around with. Just input the cheats on his mobile and something may fall of from the sky on where you are standing on that game. Anyway, that's the game. I fairly sure by now everyone knows it already.

I just putting up the picture for fun. Anyway, the days before, I only went to Tesco to buy some stuff and went to Bayswater to buy some more perencah, after that, nah, I was just in my room the whole day. Oh yeah, I have finished watching Dragonball GT along with it's special episode. I'm still wondering what has happened to Goku after Shenlong took him? I was just wondering. There were so many answers on the internet from "geeks" who theorized them. But anyway, I don't care.

Oh yeah, today I will be going to Canary Wharf!. Well, I have never been there, so expect pictures later people. Well, like usual, here's to end the blog.

Parents coming down to London - 7 days.
Going back to Brunei - 12 days and counting.

Can't wait!!.

No epic measures to be taken.

2008-07-04T05:12:00.003+08:00

Well, this entry would not be as long since my everyday route of life for this week is basically like written in a "this-is-your-life" script. My life is really boring here, nothing much interesting things happening, except that I have passed my degree (syukur!) and basically I don't do anything special.

My daily life goes like this. Wake up in the morning, probably around 10-ish, sometimes a little early but it's okay, and then, stall off my shower until lunchtime, then I'll take a shower and then start cooking for lunch, then TV, if not, I might go out with my cousin and buy some really,really cheap. You know, I have been to Esprit like two times in a row and I just found out even though it is a cool shop, maybe it's not for me, I much prefer Zara or H&M. Maybe that's my taste so yeah.

This blog entry is going to be a short one seriously, because that is what I have been doing for the past two days now, nothing new, and oh yeah! Watching Dragonball Z. OK, mind you, some of the episodes in the hard drive have been cut off during their battle scenes so I have to rely on sidereel.com to watch the anime. Now I'm addicted to it.

Anyway, here's the way to end my blog.

Parents coming down to London - 10 days.
Going back to Brunei - 15 days and counting.

Can't wait!!.

The anxiety reciprocal is over.

2008-07-02T05:35:00.003+08:00

Yes! I finally made it! I am now officially an approved Undergraduate. Yea! Well, to tell you the truth, I was suppose to do the blog the morning after I found out my results, but I just waited until night time. Oh well. But yay! An undergraduate. If you wonder what did I get I'll tell you at the end of this blog.

So this normal day begins, but I woke up really early today, around 6.30. I got myself thinking how come I woke up so early? Probably of my anxiety that I made the day before. I was really nervous about my results today. So then, I slept back and woke up around 8.30. I tried to sleep back but it was no use, so I just decided to go online. When it was 9.30, I decided to check out the reception whether the results were there already. Once I head out of my room, I ran into Kak Sri first, and then, near the lobby, Di, Ha, Halim and Fz. Saw them and talked to them a little bit, then off they went somewhere. So I asked Ka Ros and BAM!, there's the letter. I was feeling really nervous so I went back to room and opened the letter. Joy oh joy as I got the letter, I passed. It was like the lightest feeling ever, all the burden being lift off after looking at my results.

After that, I started to check the offer letters for me to accept the offers and send the acceptance letters from Surrey, Westminster and Brunel University. All of them are from London per se. So yeah, I went to the post office to buy the stamps and then put it in the box. So after that, went back to BH, decided to cook for myself. Then, the curtain people came in and changed the curtains. Here's how it looks like:

The new curtains for the boys block. I don't know about the girls dock but most probably the same colour. But yeah, it's much better since it contrasts with the carpet. When it is all done from there, I just stuck, glued to the TV. Watching TMF these days. Pimp my Ride, recently I watched Punk'd. Well, while I'm doing my blog here, I still watching TV. Okay, back to the main story. After eating, I played my PSP and tried some new games, DragonBall Z: Shin Budokai 2 and Anata wo Yurusanai. Once I played Anata Wo Yurusanai, everything was in Japanese and I don't even understand a single word. So I just liked pressed the R button a few times until I feel asleep. Woke up around 3 and then decided to watch this on my hard drive:

DragonBall GT. It was really refreshing to watch back this anime back as I have not seen the continuation of what happened after Z. So, it was really nice. It looks like I will be watching it later on. I have this urgue to drink Fanta : Twist, so I can't hold it, so went down to Sainsbury's to buy it with the offer, 2 for 2 pounds. reached BH and then saw Afq, chatted with him for a while and head to the room. I made Spaghetti first, after that, I didn't feel satisfied so made 2 packs of Indomee's to satisfy my hunger.

Yeah, to top this blog, here's the current countdown.

Results - I passed!! 2.2
Parents coming down to London - 12 days.
Going back to Brunei - 17 days and counting.

Can't wait!!.

Late blog for the late entrants.

2008-07-01T06:35:00.003+08:00

Ok, maybe it was a bit boring today, but WTH, it's just another dull day, or so, I hope. But it turned out to be a good day for me, not the whole stay in the room do nothing type of thing, but good thing I was up for chatting so I did. Chatted with my friend from Australia and some of my friends here in UK,well, basically trying to promote myself on YouTube, nothing special about it though. Just to see the reaction of those two individuals, unfortunately, my friend from Aussie knows this already so yeah, that kind of ruined it, but my other friend was very surprised. Well, in a sense, speechless in the chatbox (apakan?). But yeah, the conversation continues on I asked them what type of songs I am best suited for. My Aussie friend stated that I am more preferable singing English songs since I don't have a deep voice, and my other friend prefers me to sing Pop or R&B songs but yeah, anyway, guys, if you have an opinion on what kind of music is best suited for me to sing just let me know on the chatbox, that might help alot, and critisicm is much obliged. I got a tip from my friend for improving my vocals. Cool! but it only helps to release your real singing voice by singing through your stomach.

Anyways, here's the story for today. Just receive an e-mail from the college stating that they have dispatched the results to everyone through mail. Man, when I read that e-mail, at first I was like, *shit!, I hope I pass*. Well, I did not read the full part of the e-mail though, that's why. I was in my state of worriness though I did not show it. Then, Nas showed up like normal. He then decided to cook Nasi Goreng. Haha, first of all, I was planning to cook by my own, but since, he's cooking why not? It's not always you get people to cook for you (duh! di brunei selalu, ada amah! haha, teruk eh! Ia tah aku nda pandai masak atu!). Anyway, here's what we have been doing while the chef's is cooking:

As you can see, there's the chef in action. While he was cooking, this is what I did:

Haha, yes. While he was cooking, I was playing guitar hero. Sorry for the head cut off. Oh yeah, now I noticed in the picture, it's the new shirt I bought from Esprit. The first time I ever bought anything from there. Anyway, after he finished cooking, we just went online and I played Dragonball. Woops! I forgot, when we were online, I checked the e-mail again to be sure and I forgot to read this part of the mail:

"Students who have outstanding fees with re-sit coursework have been sent with a brief note of explanation together with re-sit coursework. Students who have failed exams will be sent a separate email this afternoon."

That part which I highlighted earlier was the missing information I did not read. Then, I waited during the afternoon, no new e-mails came from the college. Thank god!, Now I can be rest assured that I passed my degree. AMIN!!. Anyway, after that the cooking session came. After that it's just pure boredom. What I did is just going online and finished this game:

Yeah, it's DragonBall Z: Shin Budokai for the PSP. I actually managed to finished it with Vegito unlocked. Yeah! Vegeta and Goku Fusion!. Man, how I missed the cartoon. I might watch it again someday.

Anyways, here's to end the blog. The normal countdown.

Results - Tomorrow!! (I hope).
Parents coming down to London - 13 days.
Going back to Brunei - 18 days and counting.

Can't wait!!.

Championes Espana!!

2008-06-30T06:30:00.005+08:00

SPAIN!! We are the champions! We won the Euro 2008. Congratulations on Torres for the winning goal and end to Spain's painful 44 years defeat. Yeah! The best team in the tournament, it should be them. Germany was very poor in defense and literally in every department but it's relieving that Spain won! Yeah!!.

Now that is done, today's activity is just pretty much very lenient in my room. I was watching two movies. Much like a marathon of movies but I only watched two so here we go. The first movie I watched was the Forbidden Kingdom.

Ok, my view on this movie, now if you like kung fu movies, much like chinese movies then this is your cup of tea. I know I like it, it was fun to watch two martial arts masters go at it, Jackie Chan and Jet Li. It's fun and interesting to watch, I just can't quite figure out why but everytime they speak English, it amongst Chinese and Chinese people. How weird is that? First they talk in Chinese, next thing you know, the moment the kid a.k.a chosen seeker shows up, everyone starts to speak English. That's what I found it funny but the rest. Quite nice. I would give it a 4 out 5.

The second movie I watched is Bleach: Memories of Nobody.

Ok, I know it's an anime movie, but I was motivated after watching the Forbidden Kingdom. So yeah, this story revolves around a girl called "Senna" where she is the key for the Valley of the Screams. Don't want to reveal much of the movie anyway, since I know most of you readers out there are not into this sort of things. But yeah, it was a nice animated movie as well. I would give 4 out of 5 as well.

So yeah, that is basically what I did today. Pretty dull isn't it? Counting down:

Results - 2 days.
Parents coming down to London - 14 days.
Going back to Brunei - 19 days and counting.

Can't wait!!.

Casual, relaxing outing.

2008-06-29T19:53:00.004+08:00

To start of, I might have been blogging because of boredom-ness and it is why. Oh well, it does make sense when there's nothing to do now since everyone has gone back home *sigh*. My updates won't be really interesting is it? Nonetheless, what I figured out today is that I am chatting with my "so-called sister". Why I say that because she's younger than me and she calls me "bro" all the time so yeah. Back to the topic here, what I have realised is that I have merely 3 weeks in London before going back to Brunei. Just remembered yesterday that today's the last day for the BH Kitchen to be open but yeah! I have exactly 1 week and 7 days before my parents come down to London (is that correct? sorry for my bad maths, I really do suck at it seriously), Okay, it's time for me to tell you what I have been doing yesterday my dear readers of this so-called "great blog of mine".

OK, wake up late in the afternoon as usual as not doing anything per se, so, I was thinking that maybe I should head down to Chinatown to buy some "perencah" for me to cook nasi goreng or mee goreng, whichever is preferable for me to cook for dinner. Notice that my lunch is only Kellogg's Frosties and milk and that's it. So I texted my cousin that I'll be coming over to their place, while on their way there I stopped by Maplin to refund for the Scart adapter that did not work, so I did get the refund from them, and I was thinking after that refund, should I sell my cable that does not work on my laptop from eBay? That should make some profit out of it would it? But anyway, after that, I went to my cousin's brother's home and stayed there for lunch. While there, of course, I would join and play with my little nieces (lurus kah tu, anak buah kan tu dalam bahasa orang putih kan?) and then me and my cousin went to Chinatown and we will meet them at Oxford street later on.

After we have done our little shopping, well, basically it's me who is doing the shopping, buying out some stuff for surviving the other 3 weeks. After that, we went into Esprit, ah, we were in Esprit for a long time, and guess what? It was on sale, damn, went to Men's section as usual, found these t-shirts which is nice, but most of them are L, XL, or 3XL. Damn, there's no size for me which M here. Oh well, search after search, I found the t-shirt with the right size and it was only 5 pounds. Cool yeah? Well, after that, we just walked from there all the way until Debenhams and met up with them. We went to Starbucks to relax and have a drink (thank you abang!) and then went to Debenhams, my cousin's wanted to buy something, maybe for work I guess, but nonetheless, we were babysitting out nieces because she was crying while at the shop. After that, we went to catch a bus and went to Woolworths before going back to the apartment to buy her toys ( I mean, my niece). Once we reached home, I helped my cousin to get the toys running and that having tea, after which I decided to head back to BH to have dinner on my own.

Ah, went back to BH, took a shower and after done with my prayers, I straight away started cooking. I was thinking what to cook, either rice or noodles. While I was boling water, I decided to go to Tesco to buy some rice and came back. Once I have the rice, I cooked it, this time properly, thanks to the advice of both Nana and Na43, and the second time, it was a success. So once the rice is done, I then started to heat up the cooking oil. Once it was hot, then I added the "perencah" (stupid me, why did I do that in the first place, plus, the thermal heat was on 5+) so, a lot of smoke came out, and before you know it, the fire alarm went off. I thought it was some other people's room so I did mind, but I have a gut feeling that it is me. When I saw the smoke alarm was turning red, that's when I realised that I was me and I just realised I cooked too much of the perencah and I did not open the window fully. OMG! When the warden came in and "Kuya" came in, I told them I was sorry, I did not know. Good thing it was OK. Nas was also there when this incident happened. After that ruckus was over, Nas came in to the room and we chatted for a while, he was going online. So I continued on cooking, but under low heat and eventually finished cooking it and then turned on the TV and watched some channels.

Yeah, I think that's it. After that I went to sleep, probably because of the food that's taking effect on me so quick.

A day in the room.

2008-06-28T17:08:00.005+08:00

Good morning. Yesterday, I did not go out of my room (technically speaking) but I did, just went to Tesco's to buy some stuff so yeah. I did not know it was fun to stay in your room for the whole day. I can do a lot in my room per se. Here's what I did yesterday.

I tried to cook rice yesterday, unfortunately, after the first try, it was rice alright, but it was a little soaky so I added more water (stupid me) and made into "bubur" rather than rice. The reason why I was cooking rice was planning to cook Nasi Goreng once again, but since the rice is so sticky, I decided to use the rice and cook it, and it was not too bad even. Good thing it was delicious. Yeah, after that, I just watched TV, nothing special though, it was kinda fun, and I ate a lot of those rainbow dusts again, it really hurts sometimes if you eat them too much. But anyway, last night, figure this out, what I was watching:

Yup, I was watching the WWE Draft for this year, where all the three brands (gosh, I just watched this suddenly, did not know ECW was theirs already), Raw, SmackDown and ECW compete to whichever brands wins every match, wins the draft pick which is picked at random. So far, watching the show on YouTube was quite interesting though, a 3-hour special even. It was a good show. 3 of the champions (I forgot who exactly) are in Raw while 2 champions ( I think it's Edge and Triple H) is in Smackdown, and history is written as Jim Ross, the usually Monday Night Raw commentator was shockingly moved to Smackdown. It was a really interesting show if you asked me. I haven't watched wrestling in a very, very long time.

After watching that, I decided to watch a movie.

Yes, it's Jumper. It was a good movie. What so cool about this movie is that you can jump from continent to continent and not get caught. It's nice sci-fi, action movie if you ask me. How I just wish I can jump from London back to my home so that it would be easy, but *sigh*, it's reality. Oh well, it can't be helped. I rate this movie 4/5.

Alright, will update you guys for today's activities later.

Spain meets Germany in Finals! Hurrah!

2008-06-26T04:58:00.000+08:00

Yes!! Spain! They are in the finals!. This should be an exciting match between the Germans and the Spaniards this Sunday. Go Spain!. Alright enough cheering, though, I do appraise for Russia's strong comeback after defeating Holland and other teams (which I mention). Andrei Arshavin was the main star for Russia but for some reason he was not up on his usually dangerous game, anyway, Spain went through! and for yesterday's match, I was really frustrated that the Germans won. I mean, by looking at the match yesterday on how Turkey played (plus the frustratation on BBC one keeps on displaying distorted images thanks to the thunderstorm in Vienna that night) added to the misery. Turkey should have won. They were playing so well than the Germans, as you can see from the way they performed, Turkey have outclassed Germany in every department really, but oh well, what's done it's done and Spain will thrash you guys yeah!

The above picture shows Ugul Boral celebrates the first goal for Turkey. The other pictures are from today's match which was superb. Brilliant football I may add.

Moving on to today's activities, Na43 is going back home to Brunei soon, dang, now left me alone. *sigh*. Oh well, I have something things to do in the room with all these mess on my head going on. Oh yeah, Today, Me, Na43 and Nas went to Bayswater to buy some stuff because I was going to cook Mee Goreng( not Indomee), so we did, though we set the time to 1.30pm and it lingers until 2.30. Typical us, making things late, but it was worth it. Na43 helped me along as well, so it was worth it.

Officially, I cooked that fried noodle for the very first time and success. Yes, the above pictures are what have been doing after we came back from Bayswater. We are technically really bored so I took these pictures just to make this really interesting. After these, we did like normal, going online, do nothing and wander around the room until the match Russia Vs Spain starts. During the game, this is what we have done:

This picture what I posted up here is the number of straw dusts I have eaten whilst I was watching the match. Really intense I should say but yet again, I really didn't really realize how much I was eating during that time then, as for the rest of them, this is what they did while I was watching:

They were sleeping or partially sleeping, or both, I don't know. So this is what I did:

Of course, watching the match. Then moved to bed when I looked at those two sleeping. Haha. Oh well, that is all for the update, keep reading fellas. There's more soon, for the process of what you call "memalui" and "menalur" in BH.

Another blog, another day.

2008-06-25T22:28:00.007+08:00

Yes, people once again, I have come to a conclusion that I am officially jobless. Yes, as in while waiting for my results and not doing anything, and plus, potentially & officially broke, I will be spending more of my time in BH longer than ever. Well, to start off things I would describe what I have been doing yesterday.

The morning, my cousin came and we just hung out in my room. Though, both of us are officially jobless and we are not doing anything, I was really good at not spending, since now I know how to cook Nasi Goreng (skadar, masak nasi belum pandai, :p). Oh well, that is one achievement I gained for my lifetime support. On the other hand, take a gander on this game:

Well, if you guess the game then it's correct, (whatever your thinking is). Eventually, me and my friend finished this game around 12 am today. Haha, it was a really fun game to play. Well, with that it's over, I can finally rest but I don't have anymore games to play :(. Oh well, not bad for me who has played this game, solo first, then mostly split screen.

Today's activity so far is:

Went out with Na43. Whilst waiting for her to message, I ate some cereals(frosties to be exact) and making Milo. God, how I missed drinking Milo, it's been a while now. Moving on, she texted me around 11.30-ish and then changed clothes and went to meet her at Debenhams. Once reaching there and short split second of meeting up with her right in front of the Debenhams entrance, we straight away went to Chinatown (she just bought her new phone, the samsung u600 even). Really nice phone though, not my liking. Anyways, once we reached chinatown, we went to HSBC and she withdraw her money from the bank, while I was looking at my bank balance thinking *um, kapih, kapih..* Oh well, that's life for short for me. After that, we went into the Chinese shop for them to unlock it. Once that is done we then scrouge around Oxford street, going from Apple, Burberry, Fossil, John Lewis. Oh, speaking of John Lewis, I just surveyed a camera that I wish to obtain if I pass my degree (AMIN!!).

Yup, if you have guessed it right, it's the 6.1MP SLR camera Nikon D40. Though, I am only aiming for professional type quality of camera for me to use if I 'm bored or some special functions, particularly, for my cousin's wedding which is really,really soon, I would like to have this. Maybe I should make a wishlist table for my blog as well? ;). But nonetheless, I just found out in John Lewis that the price for this camera is 299 pounds. Not bad though, but, maybe I would like to obtain this in Singapore, since it's way,way cheaper there. *sigh*, oh well, I should wait.

Speaking of which, I just did the song that I wanted to sing on the last post indicated. Luckily, while I m doing this post, It finished uploading it on YouTube so, here it is:

THEORY OF A DEADMAN - SANTA MONICA (COVER).

I hope that this video is alright, though I did a few mistakes here and there, but it should be alright (I hope). Alright guys, I think I shall scoot for now, will update with another entry by tonight.

Something to view on this blog.

2008-06-25T02:12:00.000+08:00

Aha, here's another video I want to show you guys. I stumbled this on YouTube while I was trying to upload my latest video as shown by my previous entry, maybe you guys like to see, for people who likes the movie : The Mummy, it's a new movie, a 3rd installment, here's the trailer:

THE MUMMY: TOMB OF THE DRAGON EMPEROR.

and here's another video my friend just explained to me just now, I kinda forgot the video though I watched it once, it was in my hard drive and I forgot about it.. haha, oh well, here's the video:

EVEN VS STEPHVENS - ISLAM VS CHRISTIANITY.

oh well, that's all for now. Cheers.

SPAIN!!.. usual rants about life.

2008-06-24T00:41:00.005+08:00

SPAIN!! Yes, they qualified for the semi-finals. Watch out Russia! Here comes the mighty Spain. Hopefully they won't screw up the semi's. One bad thing about this is David Villa would be missed since this next round he won't be playing due to the yellow card he obtained during the match yesterday against Italy. Damn man, Italy was playing like, I don't know how to say it.. crap I suppose? But oh well, who cares since your team already wins and it was a 0 - 0 draw even. Cesc! You are the hero of Spain for qualifying them in the semi's. Congrats to the Arsenal Midfielder.

Yes! now that is over and done with, we will see who will reach the finals first this wednesday, it's either Turkey or Germany. Fingers crossed, as I would like to see Turkey win this match. It would be so awesome as it would be history for them to reach the finals. On the other hand, Today, nothing much interesting, just brought my friend to RBA at Cromwell Road. As usual, I told him that we would get lost easily since I'm not really familiar yet with the location and while in the midst of waiting the bus on the way back, I found out another bus that leads straight to RBA, what a lucky break for me.

My room is now empty once again and I will be alone after that. Na43 is still here though but she will be back in a few days time, and I will be alone again *sigh*, but what is making me nervous, anxious, scared is about my results. Yesterday night I was chatting with my friend when he indicated in the chatbox about the results out on 1st of July. Dang, that makes me shake. I hope everything is okay and I can proceed with my graduation with no problems AMIN!!.

Thinking what to do for the next 2 weeks until my parents come down from Brunei to London. Yeah!. I was thinking of trying to put my videos on youtube (though I have upped like 6 vid's there), but what I was thinking is trying to sing Santa Monica by Theory of a Deadman. It would be my first attempt to sing an English song. Oh well, but it shall be alright (classical english yeah?).

Hm, let my mind flow for a while..

Aha, Blues Clues. See what Steve is thinking? (Do make up some suggestions in your head).

Something to fill in the void.

2008-06-23T00:49:00.003+08:00

Again, sorry for the titles, but today, I'm just gonna share with you two videos.

The above video shows Cristiano Ronaldo turning the ball round and round. Man, how did the ball stick to his feet like that? I wish I could do it though I'm not in a position to play that kind of football yet. I still suck though, seriously.

This 2nd video is what I have posted on my YouTube account. A new song I just sang out of boringness. Sorry for the video quality as my phone is not that high technological, though it says 3.1MP camera, but what the heck? It's just a phone, it is not meant to be a very professional video camera.

Alright guys, will update later.

A blog with no particular name.

2008-06-22T07:39:00.006+08:00

Yeah, maybe you are thinking why am I putting the title just like that, because.. I am technically bored. I slept at 15 mins before 6 in the morning after sending off my friend and his sisters going home to Brunei. Man, how I miss Brunei. But oh, well, I would wait until 12th of July when my parents come down from home to London, yeah!.

One thing that really worries me, my results. I know my results will come out on the 1st week of July, that would be around 2 weeks plus time. Man, I'm so nervous.

Anyway, here's what I did for the day, though, I'm not supposed to do this blog today, but I eventually did.

Ok, maybe by the look at that picture you already get a clear picture about what am I gonna talk about. Yes, it's Zara. Today, I went to Bayswater, which is totally unplanned, probably because I was still frustrated because of yesterday. So, I went to Whiteleys, and went to Zara to look at the clothes I'm planning to buy (though, it happened the other way), I saw this short sleeved shirt which is really nice, really plain and simple and it's technically black, I just like it because of the nice tone of black which really suits for casual wear. So, I tried it on and found it was really good. So, I was thinking "Should I buy it or not?", then, without hesitation, I finally bought it. It was a sale though so it was really worth buying it and I bought some organic apple juice from Food Inc.

And then, after that, I went back to BH and still stuck bored. I had my last straw and I decided to go to sleep, when Na43 came to the room and of course, she's like my new roommate of course, so it's common. Tried on some things with the Xbox 360 but to no avail. So, it's back to the drawing board. After dinner, I just relaxed.

Then, the night, my friend came into the room and I helped him weigh his bag for him because today, he's going back to Brunei as well. Man, you guys are having fun there. Oh well, I would wait. Good news is one of my friends are coming down to London anytime soon (Em, let's make that date happen? haha).

Alright guys, I think I'm gonna relax now. See you guys next time. Will update this blog anytime soon.

The planned, but yet, frustrating outing.

2008-06-21T02:11:00.005+08:00

Maybe the title must be misleading but don't get me wrong, I am frustrated not because of any major problems though. It was just a hard-time decision do-over between Jack Wills and Hackett. Ok, so today, the planned day to go Bicester Village. It was my first time there so I expect myself to be surprised to see it and I did. Seeing everything is so british country-side like where all the shops are mostly in separate "houses", it sure feels nice to see the surrounding areas of Bicester village. Though, when looking at the things, eg Hackett, Jack Wills, Dior, Ralph Lauren etc, those are the high street brands names which, in an instant gesture, you say ,"OMG! That's really expensive, I could buy (whatever you want to say) with that". But truly speaking, when you say an designer outlet, it means that all the prices on these type of brands are cut down by 50% or so, maybe 75%. In terms, grabbing a good bargain for a very branded good is quite nice here, if you don't like to shop at retail prices, like me. :). Some of the things I took pictures of here are mainly a taste of what Bicester village is:
Hm, whilst heading towards this big Ralph Lauren shop, we stumbled upon a grizzly bear, so we all started taking pictures with the bear. Don't mind the picture your about to see. It's just for fun. :)

Now, back to the main storyline. All the shops that we went through there are mostly for women, as you can see by the brand Dior and sorts, not much of a guys taste really. I explored all the shops and targeted two particular polo t-shirts, one on Jack Wills and one by Hackett. What made me frustrated was that I already liked that polo t at Jack Wills but sadly there's no size for me. So, I just the polo from Hackett, pretty cool if you ask me, it has this Portugal colour vibe thingy going on. Though, when I bought the polo from Hackett, I was still frustrated but thankfully for my friend, she told me that this brand was of good quality so yeah, I believe her.

So after that shopping and walking around, we decided to relax at a spot.

Now here's my friend, Na43. All of these stuffs are hers except for the right hand side of the Hackett bag, that is mine. She feels really happy about it yeah? (Jangan marah ah.. haha, aku taruh mua mu di sini untuk menghidupkan alam sekitar dan segala batu - batuan sekaligus), but truly, I only bought one item here.

When we arrived in London, I was freaking tired seriously. After a nice, heavy meal, I started to feel asleep, but I forced myself to wake up and do this blog and thinking to play Rainbow Six : Vegas 2. I liked that game. Seriously.

Oh well, to finish this blog of, I'm gonna show you a picture, anyone of you who has been to bicester may know this picture, it's kinda cool.

*hint : a place to eat, coffee extragavant and nice Java chip frappucino.

Germans soar, Portugese flop and other stories.

2008-06-20T04:35:00.007+08:00

What a disappointing night. The Portugese are knocked out. How disappointing. Oh well, that is over and done with, we will just have to wait and see who the Germans are up against in the semi-finals. It was rather disappointing yet again, partly, because besides Spain, I support Portugal so yeah. Portugal lose 2 - 3 to Germany so yeah, next time. Spain will definitely rule, definitely. (I'm just saying it because I'm still frustrated :D).

OK, moving on. Ah, I did manage to change my XBox 360 game, trading in Devil May Cry 4 with Rainbow Six: Las Vegas 2. My cousin said it is a good game, though, I'm paticularly sure that this type of game is interesting on the XBox 360. So yeah. Hm, moving on. I went out with her the whole day though. We went from Game, then stop over for some food at Pizza Hut Express (thanks for showing me that place Zymo, awu mun inda kelaparan ku tu..). Well, we basically went to 2 Uniqlo's and Bershka and Topman (again, like 2 times in a week, :) ). Here are some screenshots I took while I was waiting for my cousin to pick and choose, ehem, shopping:

Try to figure that out, from where these pictures are from, you should recognise it, if you are familiar with Oxford Street's shops. It's very common these two. I might regret that not buying that nice shirt from Bershka, but that's OK, tomorrow I can still shop for one stuff in Bicester Village. Yes, probably Hackett? I don't know yet, can't still make up my mind yet. WTH?!! Hm, I think I'm running out of ideas now, seeing that I have described what I had done today it was a good day out.

Signing out, Deano.

Still Remains - Still Remains

2008-06-19T17:39:00.003+08:00

Decided to upped this album on this blog. Introducing Still Remains. Well, as I was browsing through right after I did the previous blog, I switched to this band to listen to their songs. Now I have heard 3 or 4 songs and I have to say, for a metal band, they do quite good. I like these guys, maybe some of you are not much in favour of metal music, but maybe for some of you metal fans, it's worth to listen to these guys, though I won't buy their CD because I only like 3 songs from them. Here's the tracklist for their album:

1. Serpent
2. Wax Walls Of An Empty Room
3. Stay Captive
4. Anemia In Your Sheets
5. Maria
6. Dropped From The Cherry Tree
7. Dancing With The Enemy
8. River Song
9. Sleepless Nights Alone
10. Undesired Reunion
11. Avalanche

Well, here's the download link if you want to try and listen to their whole album:

Download : The Serpent.

or

If you are unsure about downloading their album, have a listen to this song, it's Track No.2:

Listen: Wax Walls of An Empty Room.

Well, I think that's it. Will be more coming soon.

Saving Abel - Saving Abel

2008-06-19T17:10:00.005+08:00

Well first off, I woke up at around 9.42am doing nothing of sorts, just doing the regular things (facebook, mail checking, you get the drill) and I was thinking, hey, maybe I'll just share some of my music interest I hear nowadays, so I present to you their self-titled album, Saving Abel. Now, if you like to listen to Hinder or Theory Of A Deadman (even if you don't know this band go look it up, listen to Santa Monica by them, it's nice!) What I like about this band is the first time I heard their song "Addicted" I just got hooked, and I listened to every song and I thought, I should buy this album. I tried to find this album on HMV, zavvi but to no avail, so I decided to buy it online, through eBay. It was worth buying that album I should say. Here's the tracklist for this album:

1. New Tattoo 4:22
2. Addicted 3:42
3. She Got Over Me 4:02
4. 18 Days 3:51
5. Drowning (Face Down) 3:55
6. In God's Eyes 3:56
7. Sailed Away 4:18
8. Beautiful Day 4:14
9. Out Of My Face 3:39
10. Running From You 3:29
11. Beautiful You 2:52

Here's the link to download this whole album, but I strongly recommend to buy their album if you like them.

Download: Saving Abel.

Ok, moving on, I'm listening to them right now. My favourite tracks from this album is Addicted, 18 days and Drowning(Face Down). These tracks are my personal favourites but overall I like the album a lot.

Oh well then, I will do more post entries today soon. I just woke up and I need more inspiration to do something on this blog so yeah, cheers.

More general thoughts.

2008-06-19T07:32:00.003+08:00

Wokey, let's start this thing. Hm, let's see, currently, I have been doing nothing but eat, playing games, doing nonsense and of course, reckless thinking of non-educational stuff, you get the drill, it's just too boring right now. Let's see.. Most of my friends has gone back home and I will be the only one left ashtray, but I'm not in despair just yet, since some of my relatives are still here and I will be doing something for sure.

Okay, my plan to go to bicester village this friday, check. Oh yeah, a random thought. Remember that black guy (sorry for the racist comment, but yeah), he goes by the name Terry Crews. I just got a flash back from my mind about a video about him on the TV series, My Wife and Kids, if you can recall, he did this exercise with this other guy where he counts after lifting 60kg of weights in each hand as one. Here's the video.

Oh such funny things I have remembered, so many things in my head, though the TV is rolling behind me, a movie showing on channel FiveUS, White Chicks. I still have so many things hanging on my head such as my results, offer letters from other universities *sigh*.

Oh well, that should be it for now. It's 12:46am and it's now time to fix myself some of the things I want to do for tomorrow.

Checklist:

- Trade in Devil May Cry (Xbox 360) for some other games at Game and Cex.

Indonesian Idol - Januarisman

2008-06-19T07:26:00.003+08:00

Hm, judging by this guy at for the Indonesian idol, he sure has a great rock voice, perfect for an Indonesian rock band. Check him out.

Januarisman (Indonesian Idol).

YouTube video site.

2008-06-19T06:59:00.004+08:00

Okay guys, here is my first every entry (like I never have been blogging before). Well then, I have a youtube account though, it's just me singing cover songs. I know I don't have a good voice but I'm just posting the video to have fun. Oh well, here's my latest video posted below:

Peterpan - Menghapus Jejakmu (cover).

Well then, I think that will be my blog session, will add some more new things on this site and youtube soon. The link can be provided on the links corner.

Update!

2008-06-19T04:59:00.003+08:00

Woo my god! I have not seriously updated anything in this blog since then. Look, I just deleted my anime reviews just because I decided to do my blog on random thoughts and things I want to share with you guys. :).

Well, will keep you guys updated soon. Cheers.

Shadows Fall - Threads Of Life.

2007-08-29T17:03:00.001+08:00

Here's another band I want to share with you guys, Shadows Fall. Anyone who currently like the current Trivium would definitely like this band. Trust me, you won't regret listening to these guys.

Download Shadows Fall - Threads Of Life.

Utada Hikaru & Leah Dizon's First Meet.

2007-08-24T07:24:00.003+08:00

This is when Utada Hikaru & Leah Dizon first meet. It's a funny video though it doesn't have subtitles in it. :)

All That Remains - The Fall Of Ideals.

2007-08-23T16:11:00.001+08:00

Genre: Metal.

This band has made a solid record so far. The music, crazy riffs, hard-beatting double bass drums and the vocalists growl and high pitch screaming with heavy, melodic choruses make this album a great success. Rejoice, all of you metal fans out there, this is one band that you cannot not want to listen. I would rate this a 5 star rating.

Tracklist:

1. The Calling.
2. Not Alone.
3. It Dwells on Me.
4. We Stand.
5. Whispers(I Hear You).
6. The Weak Willed.
7. Six.
8. Become The Catalyst.
9. The Air That I Breathe.
10. Empty Inside.
11. Indictment.

Favourite tracks from this album: The Calling, Not Alone, Whispers(I Hear You) and Six.

Link to the album: All That Remains - The Fall Of Ideals.

Sorry guys, some of you might not like this kind of music, the reason I uploaded it is for my friend, he wants this album so I'll give it to him.

NANA 2 - The Movie.

2007-08-22T16:07:00.001+08:00

Storyline:

Nana Komatsu is pregnant with her first child, but Nana Oosaki seems to be stroke by it, since it is not the child of her friend Nobu, but of TRAPNEST's bassist Takumi. Both girls struggle through life, and try to keep their friendship from falling apart.

Main Cast:

Nana Komatsu (小松奈々 Komatsu Nana): Yui Ichikawa
Nana Osaki (大崎ナナ Ōsaki Nana): Mika Nakashima
Ren Honjo (本城蓮 Honjō Ren, レン Ren): Nobuo Kyou
Takumi Ichinose (一ノ瀬巧 Ichinose Takumi, タクミ Takumi): Tetsuji Tamayama
Shinichi Okazaki (岡崎真一 Okazaki Shin'ichi) a.k.a. Shin: Hongo Kanata
Nobuo Terashima (寺島伸夫 Terashima Nobuo) a.k.a. Nobu (ノブ): Hiroki Narimiya
Reira Serizawa (芹澤レイラ Serizawa Reira): Yuna Ito

Review:

A follow-up of the sequel of NANA, this time it focuses on the relationship of Nana Komatsu(Hachiko) as she tries to keep her relationship with Nana from falling. It mainly concentrates on two characters, Nobu and Takumi.

A sad story, I feel sad when I watched this movie. In times of trouble where your friends need you the most, Nana Komatsu did not say anything to them. The saddest part is when Nana Komatsu parted ways with Takumi when she moved out of her apartment which made Nana really depressed. It's a good movie if your into friendship stuff. :)

Leah Dizon - L O V E U

2007-08-22T09:08:00.001+08:00

Ok you guys, Here's another single from her. She has this Indian theme going on, plus she's hot too. Ok, back to the music. It's a nice summer song if you ask me, but I like the second song of this single better, maybe it's just me or my taste is a little bit different. Anyway, I'll post up the link soon after I finish uploading Yuna Ito's Album. :).

Tracklist:

1. L?O?V?E U
2. Brand New Day

Note: Thanks to Ame for mentioning about her sometime ago in the forums.

EDIT : Here's the link. Leah Dizon - L?O?V?E? U

Yuna Ito - Heart.

2007-08-21T17:07:00.000+08:00

Guys, If you have watched Nana the movie, you might know this lady from the band TRAPNEST, as she is the lead singer, her name is REIRA if I'm not mistaken. So, I'm here to present her debut album, Heart. This album is overall beautiful, as in musically and her voice is so beautiful, not to mention she's beautiful too and has a nice American accent on her English, yes, she's born in Hawaii If I'm not mistaken. But, my personal favorites of this album is Faith, Tender is the Night, Truth and WORKAHOLIC.

Here's the tracklist of the album.

1. WORKAHOLIC.
2. ENDLESS STORY.
3. Losin'
4. Know-how.
5. Precious.
6. Tender is the Night.
7. Fragile.
8. Nobody Knows.
9. Faith.
10. Stay For Love.
11. Truth.
12. Perfume.
13. Precious ~wedding extended version~

Normally, I would share with you an album, but I haven't uploaded it, but If anyone wants it, shout out on the chatbox, I will upload it for you.

EDIT: Here's the link to the full album. Yuna Ito - Hearts.

Nightmare - The World Ruler.

2007-08-21T16:07:00.001+08:00

Ah, It gave an idea what to post today. Currently, I'm listening to their song Alice. The whole album is quite nice actually, not that I can say it's a great album. For those anime fans, maybe you know them from the opening of the Death Note anime. It's was a good track from them, and here, I will present to you their full album, The World Ruler.

Released in 2007.

Tracklist of the WORLD ruler:

1. BOYS BE SUSPICIOUS.
2. PHANTOM.
3. the WORLD.
4. Criminal Baby.
5. Alice.
6. Crevasse.
7. 18sai.
8. Black Sick Spider.
9. jaianizumu shika
10. the FOOL.
11. Alumina.
12. Morpho.
13. ruru ~lulu~

Here's the link to the album, though I got this from another site, I hope this helps.

Nightmare - The World Ruler.

Leah Dizon - Softly.

2007-08-20T11:54:00.001+08:00

Maybe you guys have heard or seen her before, but heck, this is just me posting what songs I like. This time, It's Leah Dizon, with her single, Softly. I really liked her song, it's so mellow, melodic and relaxing, her voice is beautiful and not to mention herself too.. *drools*.Oh well, here's the link to the single, since I'm not reviewing it only, I'll share it with you as well.

Leah Dizon - Softly.