Hey guys, sorry I am just posting my new video, a cover song I made from the band Djoker, the song called Cinta Sebenarnya, hope you guys enjoy this one.

Oh well dear readers, I am updating my blog just share you something, here is the lyrics to a song it is called Lelaki by an Indonesian artist that goes by the name of Julian, something interesting about the lyrics that I liked about it, could be a lesson to guys who likes to fool around with the feelings of girls.

Well, the title makes it very long to read and I may have to shorten this blog by 2 or 3 minutes. I have just woke up and may need to go out soon to play football (played yesterday as well, doesn't this madness stop? I like it though!). Anyway, what's up everyone? Hope my dear readers is doing just fine, sorry guys, I haven't updated much on my blog since I have been really busy and now it's the holidays, I have been busy playing games and such. Yeah, games, which is fairly interesting.

Anyhow, let's start off with my xbox being broken. Before I have moved into my new room, I was staying in the transit room AWN/B, I was paticularly bored and decided to play my xbox and then, something went wrong, and all I saw when I powered the Xbox was this three red lights.. So I checked online what was the problem.. and it seems to me that they called this problem the "Three Red Lights of Doom" and so foretold. Here's how it looks like:

There, to Xbox 360 users, I think you are familiar with this situation and be able to fix it, but under my circumstances, I can't so unfortunately, to replace this damaging situation I decided to buy and got this:


Yeap people, I got the ps3. Anyways the games I have so far (this is not including my friends game, sorry bro, karang teucap game ku, sukati2 ku karang ngambil game orang haha.. so far, my games are Little Big Planet, Mirror's Edge, Fifa 09, Metal Gear Solid 4 and PES 2009. Yeap, and this things happened after I moved into my new room! Well then, I have DVD's as well, but I am not gonna list that down.. Oh yeah, I need to end this blog for a while, I will continue this on a separate topic, oh, I almost forgot:

Hey everyone, how are you doing? Sorry for the lack of updates in my blog. I have been really, really, really, and I do really mean busy, I have lots of assignments to hand in on the 21st of december.. so I am really under pressure of coursework to finish. Anyway, I am here on thing, since I have been tagged by my friend, Enn and *hmm* ( I don't want to mention her name, she's so special to me.. LOL!!).

1. What’s the relationship of you and her/him?
my friend, close friend and something else? Haha.

2. Your 5 impressions towards her/him?
Hm, the person has always been the understanding one in life.

3. The most memorable things she/he have said to you.
Do not give up, you have to fight back!

4. The most memorable things she/he had done for you
Well, nothing that has been special, YET! ;)

5. If she/he becomes your lover, you will:
If it’s the she, then it depends, if it’s the he.. WTH!! Lol. That’s a guy. What re you thinking?

6. If she/he becomes your enemy, you will:
I won’t hate the person just because he/she did something really major to me.

7. If she/he becomes your love, she/he has to improve on
Ah, hm.. that I don’t have any comment on. Lol.

8. If she/he becomes your enemy, the reason is
the person did something bad to me that it hits my heart and breaks it into shattered pieces.

9. The most desirable thing to do on him/her is?
Try to be there for the person all the time, when it’s on high’s and low’s

10. The overall impression of him/her is
the person that understands who you are.

11. How do you think the people around you feel about you?
hm, I can say friendly?

12. The characteristic that you think you have, is?
ntah, I can say friendly as well>

13. On the contrary, the characteristic you hate of yourself is?
I am short!!

14. The most ideal person that you want to be is?
Fernando Torres!!

15. For the people who care about you and like you, say something about them?
I will cherish them for the rest of my life. Period!

16. 10 people you tag:

1. Saf

2. Emie

3. Dizah

4. farhana

5. razan

6. tee

7. yati

8. ryna

9. syaza

10. ka nana.

17. Who is No. 2 having a relationship with?
a person who is her’s for the taking duh!

18. No. 3 a male or female?
female

19. If No. 7 and No. 10 were together, would it be a good thing?
ah, they don’t know each other, plus, these are women!

20. How about No.5 and No. 8?
known each other.

21. What is No. 1 studying about?
I am not sure.

22. Is No. 4 single?
maybe so..

23. Say something about No. 6?
Ha, one of my chit chattery friends when I was in LCB.

Yeap i think that's it! Enjoy my fellow readers!

Hello everyone! How are you doing? To all of my "loyal" readers of my insignificantly small blog, I am really sorry for not updating my blog since the day I left for the United Kingdom. But now, I am back in the UK, things are going to get really busy, and I mean, really, really busy guys. Lectures had started, you know one good thing about me going to a new university is that I get this humble-ness from random people across the globe, people from Korea, China, Iran, Iraq, Pakistan, Greece, all over the world, I am so glad to be in a real university. I hope to enjoy my stay in the university for the whole year before I gradually finish my masters. Well, I am doing my masters in Brunel University per se.

Anyway, here's the latest update for me. I just barely woke up, remembering that I slept early around 11.23pm -ish or so, and woke up probably around 8 am in the morning, wanted to plan to call my parents but when I checked the time, it is 3 in the afternoon in Brunei, so my mom has not yet come back from work, so I would just wait. Anyway, here's one thing to say:

Hello guys, how are you feeling today? Sorry for no updating with anything new, only with the videos I put up on YouTube and then promoting it somewhere around the net, if I can recall. Anyway, today is the day, yes! Today is the day I leave my lovely home once again to pursue my studies to become another one of those great people they call "working adults" haha. I had a great time when I spent my time here in Brunei though, in some cases with the help of the chicken pox as in my previous post, Revenge of the Pox IV: The Diluted Tales. But now I am fine and I will just post what has been going on these past few days.

I think it was two days ago or so, I had a reunion with all of my classmate of my high school batch 2004. It was great to see the people I grown up so much once again. It was great one though. Having sungkai outing with them, then spending time with them at one of my friends house playing fireworks, that was a good one and of course, for the Form 5 arts, what would it be without the class jokers and full of laughter nearly everytime we talk about probably anything in paticular, the bullying part is still there, poor guy, sampai masa ani masih jua kana kenang kan saja.. kamu tau lah siapa ia tu..haha.. sampai buat dedication hari raya ani bah.. haha..

Anyway, here are some shots I took from my friends facebook pictures of the day, thank to Teeqs and Sap for uploading the pictures!


First up, in this group picture, it happened after sungkai, where they made a surprise cake for Imas for her 21st birthday, once again, Happy Belated Birthday Mas! Okay now, in every picture people has taken me in, there is never one picture that I took pictures properly in. I mean just look at what I am doing over there ^_^.



In this scenario, we are at the alley of the food section at Soon Lee which only to the next building of the restaurant we went to dine in to. And again, this group photo serves me interesting because we have never took a shot in a supermarket before, and a big one indeed. Look at the green paper my friend is holding, it is only BND10.50 and look at the bucket.. I just can't believe by having only BND10.50 you can have one full basket. Amazing. That's one finding that makes everything interesting. I wonder GBP10 would be a full basket? NOT!!.

Anyway guys, I will be updating this blog once I have arrived in London. Cheerios!

Alright guys, here's my first ever mp3 song that I made of. It's my first ever song, Before I Leave. To download, click here:

Nizam - Before I Leave (official).mp3

Artist : Nizam a.k.a deantheblack.
Song: : Before I Leave.
Recording studio : Freshly brewed home made record.

For more of my videos, click here: Nizam's Home Music.

Ah, what to do today? Whilst recuperating from chicken pox, I have decided that I will dedicate myself to start packing since I will be leaving to the UK on the 22nd. Bah, anyone mau ikut antar aku on that day, be my guest. I will be most delighted to see most of my friends before flying off back to same old London (or so as I hope it will be the same, as I will be figuring out that it will be the same). Oh, oh, I am anxiously waiting for that new malay restaurant that will be opening up near edgware road soon, it replaced the already current Mawar, where the seniors say it was a nice place to go if they are bored. Anyway, here are some pictures I have taken about the current percentage of packing for going back.


Here's the first picture. I just started packing actually. So by the estimation of the amount of packing that I have done, you can see it is actually by 5% only. Not much I have put in yet.


Here's the second picture. The contents of the first picture. It's only that much I have packed. Look at that? Anyway, I would be having a new luggage soon to replace the old one that I have on this picture now. The zipper is incredibly bad now that it may fall off anytime during the flight on the 22nd.


and here's the final picture and the final bag. Full of foodstuffs eh?

And so to say, I haven't done much yet, but I am still there to finish it before 22nd. Anyways, cheerios people!

Well guys, there's nothing much to post here since I am going to introduce my latest video on YouTube here. I have made a cover song of the hit song by ST12 called P.U.S.P.A which I heard has been played numerous times on the radio nowadays. I always played this song on my laptop repeatedly until I decided to make a cover song out of it, so here it goes.

Aha, why do make the title seem like a new movie coming out for the winter? Well this is because all due to my sickness that is the "Pox" a.k.a the most infamous common diseases that people tend to say you get it only once in your lifetime, the chicken pox. Yes people, I have contracted the chicken pox and I am on a road to a speedy recovery on which I hope everything is going to fine okey dokey once my quarantine is finishing by the expected date printed on the paper as indicated by the doctor.



Well, abruptly, the one who's currently got this chicken pox is of course, me and my sister. Talk about the double dose of stringing virus attacks all at once eh? Wish that this virus was not as infectious as touching the infected people's skin. *sigh*.


Okay, here's what have happened and how I and my sister got the chicken pox. It all started one day in the Kingdom of....(stop, stop, not fairy tale stories!!) =). Okay, the real story is that I got this chicken pox from my smallest brother who got the chicken pox from my brother who was the carrier of the chicken pox. Got it?. Okay, it was discovered on Sunday when I woke up, I have this so called "bintik" on my body, and I was wondering what is it, probably it was just the side effects of my fever I got the day before. But I was skeptical because it was this Monday I got it, and I was sure that it was chicken pox, it made sure that my flight had to be cancelled which was today and try to move it to some other dates, which accidentally falls on the 22nd. So anyone flys on the 22nd shout out at the chatbox yeah? I might have at least some company. So then, I asked my mom what was it, and it is confirmed. It was chicken pox, and my smaller brother told my dad and he was shocked I got the pox. Oh my! What a terrible time to have a pox especially the flight is coming really, really soon. So we went to the hospital on Monday.

Monday came and we both went to the hospital, checked in with doctor in room 3, met syaza while I was there, za, tani dua ani nda baik nasib masa puasa kah? sakit ta jua? hahaha.. anyway, I had the worst sickness yet, but thank god, I only have a light chicken pox. So the doctor just gave me some calamine lotion and paracetamol to deal with starting from that monday until the 19th, which is next thursday. Boo!!. So that means I can't go out and do anything. :S. Anyway, I have to endure this.


Not a good start. The "bintik" came out and my body is feeling weak and i feel really hot. I mean fever, fever, fever. I never felt that weak before. *sigh*


Starting to recover on day three. During that day, I was talking with my dad about drinking Adem Sari thinking it was the best way to throw away the "panas dalam" in the body so I took it and had to cancel the event taking place on that day it self which is the doa selamat. Had to break my fast that day to drink the medicine, which by the way, tasted like drinking sparkling orange juice ;). It made me to sleep for two hours and when I woke up, I felt great. I mean literally. So from day four onwards, I just felt really okay. I am happy. I was hoping to have a speedy recovery now. All the "bintiks" are starting to dry up now. Yeah!


Yeah, literally that's it. There's not ending yet.

Hm, here's a random post. Why a book you say? Probably because I was really bored at home that I decided to jut typed in Reading.com and voila! A page has come up. And what have I found interesting? How they make a book. I mean not the new generation books I mean the old ones, how they print it and stuff. It's good, should check it out. Though the video is really classic if you know what I mean.


Printing a Book, Old School from Armin Vit on Vimeo.

Anyway, that's it from me. I am just sharing some good knowledge about how they make books. Hope you find it interesting!.

Hey ya guys, here's the latest song from me entitled "The Move On". Funny though, because this song at first does not have any title to it, but once i was editing the video, i decided to name this song "Move On". But in the middle of the video editing process, one of the title templates read "The Movie, Directors Cut", so I just changed up "Movie" to "Move on by Nizam" and "Directors Cut" to "Music By Nizam". I did not change the "The", so I decided to name it "The Move On". Anyway here's the video.



OMG! I can't believe it, I am just a week away, I mean literally going back to London, man, How I miss the life there, but I am just home in a short amount of time, oh well, at least it will be last year in London, so hopefully, I will cherish whatever I can this year.

Signing out, Nizam.

Okay guys, heads up! It's my new song, my second song, entitled The World Without. Music and lyrics done by me as usual! :). Anyway, here's the video and enjoy!.



That is all! :)

Hello everyone! How are you doing? Hope everything is all going good. Anyway, this request is for my friend who wanted to post the lyrics to my song, Before I Leave. So here to present is the lyrics to my song.

Nizam - Before I Leave.

[Verse 1]

I find it hard to believe
What you've done to me
Why don't you understand
that is not what I have planned.

[Chorus]

Please give me a chance
To have this one last dance
You mean everything to me
Before I leave.. forever..

[Verse 2]

What's left of me is just your memories,
and now that your gone,
I'd give anything just to hear your voice,
for one last time..

[Pre-chorus]

Ooh..

Yeah..

and this is what I have planned.

Repeat [Verse 2]

[Chorus]

[Outro]

Please give me a chance
To have this last romance
I want you to be with me
Before I leave.. for eternity..

Notice that the lyrics are different from the song I have sung. Sorry about the mistakes though. For anyone who wanted the lyrics here you are. And for those of you who haven't watched the video, you can easily watch the video on the previous post or heading on to my channel on youtube.

Yes people! Finally I have made an original song of my own, though, when you listen to it, the sounds seems familiar to a song I recognize, my sisters thinks the same as well. Anyway, here is my song, Before I Leave.

Well, to start off, today was a very busy day. My cousin just got engaged today. It was hectic, but whole loads of fun and mind you, it is very, very hot. I mean seriously, I just don't like it when you start to sweat, your armpits are the main criteria, that's just where all the main "smell" oozes out of you. Anyway, just met most of my cousins today, it was refreshing to see all of them in a nice ceremony. Anyway, I saw Dawi today, she was at the Groom's side so it was nice to see someone that I knew, thought that her sisters were coming along as well. Anyway, here are some of the pictures of today, mind you, I took a lot of pictures and I have to tone it down to 5 or 6 pictures for my blog only.

Auntie's at the reception

Haha, sorry guys, I just had to post this questionnaire up. It looks fun and it came out with a very, very interesting results. Thanks to Diz on your blog for the questions, I have attempted it and it sounds very funny. So guys, give it a go if you like. It's fun.

INSTRUCTIONS:

1. Put your iTunes,Windows Media Player, etc. On shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. You MUST write down the name of the song to the question no matter how silly it sounds.

Here is what I get:

IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
- Yakinkan DiHatimu.

HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
- Hate That I Love You.

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
- Valerie?

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
- Jangan Pernah Berubah?

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE PURPOSE?
- Everywhere (interesting..)

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
- Sandaran Hati.

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
- Passion. (Well?)

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
- Key To My Heart.

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK ABOUT YOU?
- Januari?

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BESTIE?
- Bisik Hati ?

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
- I.L.U (?)

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
- Owari to Mirai

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
- Ooh Ahh (OMG! That sounds sooo wrroonnggg!!!)

WHAT SONG WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR WEDDING?
- Over My Head (Cable Car).

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
- Hypnotic.

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
- Fire In The Sky.

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
- Brand New Map.

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
- Baby Love.

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
- Missing.

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
- Aankhein Khuli.

Hello everyone, sorry for the late, late update on my blog. I was really busy since I came back from UK. Hm, to make a long story short, to fulfill all of my crazy stuff, ambitions and cravings while I am still here.

Okay then, where shall I start? Oh yes, In a matter of days now, I am gonna attend my cousin's "Nikah" ceremony this friday. Yup, this should be really good. I was really planning to get the Nikon D40 instead of the Nintendo Wii while I am in Singapore, *sigh*. Ah, about that, I have been in Singapore during the last few weeks. It was good. Think about this, try to compare London and Singapore. What can you see the difference? For all of you Londoners out there who ever is reading this, you might understand why. In any case, I met Iffah there and a unexpected surprise, Bob. Cool. So on the first day arrived in Singapore, I just went out with my mom and grandma around Orchard Road. Nothing really special. The next day, I went to Sim Lim Square to get the Nintendo Wii, while my mom was searching for her Laptop and unexpectedly brought herself a new mobile phone. How wonderful is that? Even I did not expect my mom to buy that whole lot in a single day. Anyway, the best thing is she bought the most expensive thing I have ever seen she bought, a ring. No, not your usual cheap ring, this is a ring which can cost you around BND3,000. Crazy isn't it? I have never thought shopping could be that extensive. The next day went to Geylang Serai with my mom and grandma there. When we reached the hotel, I set out alone while my mom went to Takashimaya. There, I met Iffah and both of us went to Wisna Atria to check on Borders. Then, went to Takashimaya to get food. Not long before that we went back because it is already late.

So the next day, came back to Brunei and the rest of the days ahead were just plain. Nothing special. I went to the LufBru Summer Games at UBD and it was freaking hot. I'll tell you, outside the sun, it was already freakishly hot and inside I was like already fried egg. It was really hot and you can tell that I was sweating like crazy. Watched football on saturday and netball on sunday. It was a good one at least. I have met everyone I saw in UK there so it was quite fun to see them all back there. Anyway, I will try to post up some pictures if I have the time for my cousin's ceremony.

Cheerios.

Sorry guys I didn't update the blog, didn't have the time too. Oh well, here's some update on what has been going on since I have been home.

The next day after I arrived, still caught a cold after landing in Brunei, I practically have the high anxiety to drive my car, so I did. I went to Seria to check out what has been going on. Things still looks the same except for some minor changes. Will be posting them up if I have time too. In any case, they have an Arcade in seria and new posts for paying parking tickets are now opened. Other then that, I actually tried to fulfill my lustrous cravings of food I missed when I was in London. Kanyang jua! Yes!. Been to the mall as well, still looks the same, but more stalls at the side of the walkway so yeah. Nothing much interesting. Did not get to go to Giant though, I might go there probably next week.

Yesterday, I picked up my sister from school and went to DST first to activate my number. Then, went to Ayamku to eat (balik2 sabut di UK, nah! layan saja tia parut ah!). After that, I bought a new DVD, A japanese DVD, it is nice though. Can't remember the name but it's a nice movie (nangis ku meliat ceritanya, sedih banar!). If you don't believe it, go watch the movie. It's nice. Then today, went to Ideal in OGDC to eat again and then the night, my friend came over and basically that's it. Anyway, I'll end this blog with this question and answer I found.

1. What are your initials?
Uh, do you count "Bubbles" and "Fishball" as initials too?

2. What is your favorite thing to wear?
As long as there is pants, clothes, and everything necessary and comfortable to use.

3. Last thing you ate?
Rice and Fish cooked in Soy Sauce.

4. Favorite recording artist?
Hm, I don't know. I change a lot.

5. I say "shotgun," you say?
"Are you trying to kill me?"

6. Last person you hugged?
No one if I can recall.

7. Does anyone you know want to date you?
Well, if there is anyone there, then, make a noise.

8. The last place you went out to dinner?
Nowhere. Just home.

9. Who is your best friend?
I don't believe in best friends. Sorry. :)

10. Why are you still up?
Hey, it's 11.17pm, still early for me.

11. Who/what made you angry today?
Well, apparently, the last few days, I have been, but today, No.

12. Favorite type of food?
My mom's favourite "Mix everything" chicken!

13. Favorite holidays?
The ones where I can relax anywhere is typically a holiday for me.

14. Do you care if your socks are dirty?
Well yeah, I throw them in the basket.

15. Has anyone ever sang or played music for you personally?
Personally, no. Not that I know of.

16. Do you love anyone?
Truthfully, Yes but at the same time, No. So like it's in the middle.

17. Have you ever bungee jumped?
No but I like to try. *gulp*

18. Have you ever gone white-water rafting?
Uh, that would be nice but no.

19. Has anyone ten years older than you ever hit on you?
Haha, no apparently. I am not that good looking.

20. Have you met a real redneck?
Probably.

21. Hows the weather right now?
Not good as I can predict.

22. What are you listening to right now?
Utada Hikaru - Automatic.

23. What is your current favorite song?
I don't know. For my favourite, it's still Avenged Sevenfold - Afterlife.

24. What was the last movie you watched?
A japanese movie. I think it's called Sono Toki Wa Anata Wo Yoroshiku.

25. Do you wear contacts?
Nope. I have good, natural looking lens thank you.

26. Where was the last place you went besides your house?
Ogdc and Ideal.

27. What are you afraid of?
Heights and balloons believe it or not.

28. How many piercings do you have?
None.

29. How many pets do you have?
Don't know about that yet.

30. What is one thing you've learned this winter?
It's so damn cold!!

31. What do you usually order from Starbucks?
Aha, it's always the frappucino. Java Chip baby!!

32. Have you ever fired a gun?
Nope.

33. Favorite TV show?
Nothing at the moment. Probably Chuck.

34. Who would you like to see right now?
A beautiful girl sitting next to me and putting her head on my shoulders sleeping. *dreaming*

35. Favorite movie?
Looks like Wanted is on my favourite list right now.

36. Favorite flower?
Sunflower or Rafflesia? haha.

37. Butter, plain, or salted popcorn?
Anything will do as long as it is called popcorn that is fine.

38. What magazines are you reading?
Uh, Kerrang! and FHM?

39. Has anyone you were close to passed away recently?
No.

40. What's something that really bugs you?
Hm, there are some things, but it's just a small thing.

41. Do you like Michael Jackson?
I just like his versatility in his dancing techniques.

42. What's your favorite smell?
Lavender!

43. Favorite baseball team?
Uh, I like Arsenal, but they are a soccer (football) team.

44 Favorite cereal?
Frosties or Sugar Puffs.

45. What's the longest time you've gone without sleep?
A day.

46. Do you believe in love at first sight?
Yeah, why not?

47. Where is the weirdest place you have slept?
Hm, not too sure about that.

48. Who was your last phone call?
DST Care?

49. Who was your last text message?
Amen.

50. Closest green object to you?
None, all of them are too far away.

Home sweet home! Yes people! I am back home finally. Been missing home too much, I have so much plans to do today, especially when it comes to eating, yeah, probably heading down to Seria today to catch some martabak or mee mamak, which is great because I can now eat whatever I want, KFC and McD's, bring it on!.

Anyway, I arrived in Brunei around 10.28 ish here and then, good a ride from one of the shell transport to send us from the airport to my home in Lumut. Once I reached home, most of the things has changed so fast. I mean literally, when I'm in the UK, everything seems so slow and then when you come back home, it's so obvious that everything here is quite fast. I have yet to venture CA Mohammad (makan lah tu!), Giant (I just want to know what the fuss is about) and some other shops I want to visit as well. Miss my friends here as well (you guys know who you are) and as for the people who I met in the UK and became friends with, let's hang out soon yeah? Batah sudah nda hangout sama kamu =).

Anyway, reached home, the garage was covered with brown tiles. It was surprising because I have never seen my garage been decorated so much. Went in, and the walls was painted yellow. I'm like "Uh, why is the wall yellow?". Then, went into the Kitchen, everything's change, the colour of course, black marble and everything surrounds it turns blue. It was a nice change though. Then, comes the living room, man, that was one dramatic change, I can't explain it but it was just nice to see. I'll post up the pictures soon. I'll tell you now, it's the first time I see the living room transformed so much!. Then, checked my room, all of my dad's office work was in my room, so I had to move it out. Once everything is clear, unpacked my bags, texted my friend to come, since he was really iski to come =). Anyway, I think that's about it, the rest I should say, Pengsan!! =).